the girl who is in the world of love

Dilemna

2011-06-05T06:15:00.000-07:00

Finally it's my holiday...
but that doesnt mean i get to play like everyday or wadsoever...
This holiday is to prepare myself for the upcoming MST -.-
But recently i'm being occupied by tons of things
Happy/sad/angry/confused/hatred?
And all of these things are driving me crazy!
Yst i couldnt sleep as well... haiz...
All these things are just weakening my body condition...
Now i can't even eat till very full bcos i may feel like vomiting...
Then just getting blown by the fan itself i feel cold...
And I wonder can i really trust those words and actions
that is coming out from some ppl...
I just want to protect everyone whom i love but...
I dont want to see those ppl whom i'm protecting to be hurting me...
I'm in a state of no return... am i gonna stay in darkness forever?
Feeling hollow forever? I don't want to... T.T
I want to be able to fill something from inside of me...

tired week

2011-06-01T06:32:00.000-07:00

Haiz... havent been blogging for quite some time bcos i was just too busy!
Have to rush for bio report...
Then study for test...
Complete tutorials after tutorials...
Leading to lack of sleep T.T
Until today i thot that i can rest... but in the end i have to do a report...
Stupid report on melamine i cursed u!!!!
Then friday... makeup lesson for physic practical...
Today.. chemistry practical T.T
totaly like hell.. call us draw so many things...
Like want take away my life or shorten my life span...
Tomorrow still such a long day...
Holiday must study for MST totally killing me T.T
YANSIN PLS SURVIVE THRU THIS!

Bad experiment

2011-05-28T10:55:00.001-07:00

Today (28/05/2011) is being marked as my worst day in my whole entire life
( but only some part and i'm just gonna touch on that.. the rest shall be kept in my memory)
After i came back home after a fun time with doreen mummy and yi lin sister..
I sat down and used my comp and started to browse the web randomly..
And i kinda regret it!
Bcos i happen to click on a web that when u step in, u see those thing!
PLUS! You heard the sound...
Just right at that time, my brother tell me he going out to buy dinner..
Then after he left the house i began so scared...
And slowly the wound from my past experience started to open up...
then... i broke into tears just like this...
at that time i was so scared tears just keep coming down from my eyes...
Doreen mummy i'm so sorry to cause u trouble
Sorry xinlei and yilin sister for causing u girls to worry about me at that time...
Doreen mummy kept msging me and giving me advice
Xinlei comfort me at twitter
Yi Lin sister leave me alone to calm down..
The lovable girls in my life...
Last but not least there's this person who too tried to cheer me up..
but i kinda don't have the mood or energy to really react properly to him at tat time..
until after i cried for about 2 hours?
Then my mood started to get better by talking to him..
and i'm kinda guilty x.x for making all these ppl to worry abt me...
Sorry u have such weak person in ur life T.T
But i learn from him that if a girl rarely cry it will be a good weapon :x
HAHAHAHA!!
But... while chionging for my bio report my stomach hurt like hell...
And lastly... My weight seems to go down by 2kg x.x~ faint!

ILY

2011-05-27T08:45:00.000-07:00

One day I'll reveal it to you...
What you want to do after that you'll decide it for yourself...

Rotting day

2011-05-26T09:25:00.001-07:00

Today (26/05/2011) i started the day with a very bad mood...
bcos of something haiz... but after awhile...
i started to cheer up... and?!
I totally did nth during engineering maths lesson!
Stupid mood... luckily teacher didnt really teach either...
Then physic lesson teacher ignore me sia!
I draw until so nice want ask her correct or wrong...
in the end she just look at me and say wait! 3 times u noe?!
Haiz... then bio lesson did something fun hahaha
After bio lesson at first we wanted to go get the free ribena...
I have no idea why SP can get so many free things x.x
But wasnt able to go get it bcos 1 teacher came in... and say...
HE'S LOOKING FOR MODEL FOR CLS?!
(Chemical Life Science
So i sat there and rot HAHAHAHA
after tat when for RWP rot again x.x
Today totally like rotting day hahaha!
Best thing for today is when i'm going back home!!!
Bcos i wasnt alone! Today Lili and weijie accompany me to take the mrt back home!
Though jun ming was there bt he couldnt go back home with us...
bcos he have cca poor thing x.x
after dinner, talk to doreen mummy... and find out something
which i wasnt able to notice it at first...
in the end make me emo but was cheered up again...
Why am i so easily cheered up?!
Last but not least.. i hope that those people will get lost!
BECAUSE THEIR PRESENCE MAKE ME MISERABLE!!!
Treated hot and cold by you...

Shopping

2011-05-24T05:58:00.000-07:00

First thing first... AWESOME DAY!!!!!!!! WEE!!!!!!
End sch early and went SHOPPING....
But... cnt really spend alot money bcos of stupid hp T.T
But it's ok.. bcos i bought what's important :D:D
Firstly i went Clementi mall with my fren
AND WE WERE SO LUCKY TO BECOME VIP MEMBER!
What's more.. I spend less than 2 bucks and i get a vip member for a life time
One word = Awesome ^^V
After tat, we went to shop around and i found something...
ROCKSTAR LIPGLOSS!!! Awesomeness x2
Secondly... we went to Plaza sing... went to a newly opened shop
And it's so colourful!!! But filled with all sort of cool things!!!
They even have cpl earpiece and Egg-shaped speaker!!!!
Normally u buy those earpiece from minitoon..
1 for $4... but over there is 4 for $10 like OMGOSH!
And all those beautiful/cute boxes are also selling at a lower price compared to minitoon!
Next time if anyone want to buy stationary can come find me le xD
After today trip with my friend i seem to be in love with all these things!
Then we walk all the way to orchard (Crazy isnt it?)
Shop and play around with shoes xD
Then we come to rest at one unknown place bcos too tired le...
And i was feeling like a jelly x.x~ soft soft de...
After resting she went to buy some ice cream and we went back home :D:D
SO FUN! But dk why i bcum jelly liked substance half way thru... :X

Pathetic day

2011-05-23T05:01:00.000-07:00

Today is a angry day...
First period lesson cancelled went to library...
mood wasnt so gd at tat time...
But nvm... after tat i was cheered up by my frens...
Lunch didnt go tat well bcos the money mum gave me...
I used it to top up my ez-link card= no money left for break..
In the end i borrow $1 from my fren to settle my lunch
AND my lunch is 1 packet of cookie :X
Went back home after Gen Ed lesson...
After i reached home, i found out tat the drawer i use to keep my accessories is opened
Thus i went to take a closer look and find out my bracelet is missing...
Then yst bcos of the bill problem my mum have been saying and saying me...
Though i was pissed i didnt do anything to her bcos i thot tat it was my stupid mistake
But... just bcos of tat she didnt cover me with the blanket and...
I think my stomach caught a cold bcos it's painful T.T
In the end, i ended up skipping my dinner too...
Forget it... things have never been good to me...
FACE IT! SINCE IT'S MY LIFE~
I just hope she'll give me the money back...

lazy

2011-05-22T07:23:00.000-07:00

Opps... getting lazy after reading at boring slides so...
DEICIDED TO BLOG! Kekeke!
Anyway today is cute day! :P

Today evening went to celebrate ah ma birthday in advance!
Ate alot hahaha! The food was awesome!!!!
After dinner we still went to eat durians hahaha!
Don't know want go see him anot or just go home x.x
Nothing for me to do there also...
See first ba... ANYWAY GTG! Study T.T
Bye bye lovely blog x3 mummy love you!

haiz

2011-05-21T08:46:00.000-07:00

I'm kinda like think too much...
but cant blame me bcos u're the one causing me to think about it...
leading me into confusion leading me to giving up on u...
I shall try not to take this too hard
Or else i will fall hard and shatter iinto thousands of pieces...

Chapters of my heart and feelings

2011-05-21T00:10:00.000-07:00

*Scars*
I tear my heart open
I sew myself shut
I lock my heart up with heavy and unbreakable chains
My weakness is that i care too much about you even if I'm trying not to
My internal scars remind me that the past is real
My text messages shows me the feelings i had for you
I tear my heart apart just to feel the pain...
Wishing to numb it forever.. but i can't...
Because the scars just can't be healed...

*Masks*
I'm trying to be happy, wearing a smile...
But it's just too painful inside..
Everytime I see your face...
I realise how much i want to see you..
I realise how much i yearn for you..
But I wouldn't show it to you
And I know that you won't be there for me...
Thus i shall just sacrifice...
And hid the sadness behind the fake skin...

*Icy coldness*
I waited but you never show up
I waited for your messages and they too didn't come.
I stood there in the rain and wait for you to come
But you didn't show up
In the cold night, my tears started streaming down my face
You could not see them because it's being hidden by the rain
My body is soaked and my heart turned cold
But you were still not there to dry me or to warm my heart
I waited and waited all through the night
For your message to come or for you to show up but neither of them came
Ny heart shattered into pieces that night
And no one will be able to piece them all back ever again.

*Tears*
I stand there quietly watching the people walking past me
I listen to them talking, but..
They do not talk to me
They do not look at me
I act like i do not care... but...
I'm fighting to keep the tears back
When I'm alone, with only my mind
I feel the burn..
I feel them from everywhere
In my eyes, the tears, my heart
Before i know it
I'm lost in a lonely dark world
Nothing except my mind and myself
The tears that I've tried so hard to keep them back hit my pillow
They began soaking it and i just don't know how to stop the tears
I'm lost... Can anyone save me from this pain?
I'm drowning in my sorrow
Dying in my endless and unstoppable pain...
Pull me out, revive me, heal me or...
I will perish from this world... Forever...

*You*
Your smiles that were so sweet made me smile along with you
Your messages that I've read and deleted it still stay within me
The friendship that we made.. I never forgotten them
The light that you shine upon me.. lit up my darkest fear
The memories that we shared together are forever in me
I always treasure you in my heart...
But i never could have you...

*Merciless Love*
Lost alone and broken
Our words are unspoken
As tears start flooding my eyes
My soul slowly dies
I dream of your voice
I imagine your face
And now i know i have no other choice
To think you really cared
Would you even dare to try?
I run away to never turn back to forget about you
As i try to stay on track
You kept trying to push me back to the darkness
I see the cars going by me
Still thinking of how we will never be
I look up and see a dove
Now its to late for love
The sky cries around me
I know you'll never see
I lay back in the grass
Waiting for my life to pass
I know now my love is lost
And death is the cost

*Don't*
Don't say "I Love You" if you don't really care
Don't talk about feelings if they aren't really there
Don't hold my hand if you're gonna break my heart
Don't say you're going to if you don't even plan to start
Don't look into my eyes if all you do is lie
Don't say hello if really means goodbye
Don't send me any text messages if you're only gonna reply me short messages
Don't care for me till that extent if you're only gonna treat me as you friend
Don't say "Forever" just say you'll try
Don't say "Forever" cause "Forever" only makes me cry

*Sometimes*
Sometimes you need to hit the lowest point of being sad
The point where you can't take it anymore
The point where you completely lost yourself
The point where you feel that you are nothing in this world
The point where you think that your life is meaningless
But always remember to get back on your feet again
Without fear, there would be no accomplishment
No testing of our limitation

icy feelings

2011-05-20T07:28:00.000-07:00

Today i wonder what should i say...
I wake up.. i feel sick...
Almost vomited twice... having a hard time.. don't know what to do
In the end i still force myself to go for lesson bcos...
today have lab session and it's chemistry!
But half way thru the session my classmate said a ridiculous thing!
Before he said it... Alethea had always been teasing me about it!
Now! Someone actually have the same thinking as her!!! OMG!
How can they say that we are 1 thing!!! It's all just coincidental!!!
It's not like we two chose to be in things tgt man!
After tat i gotten back my bio quiz result... i get 80/100
not bad for a first timer... xD KEKEKE
Then after lesson.. i went for Chado lesson!!!
Learn alot awesome things!!!!
So happy that i registered for this cca xD
Before we leave... our club secretary, who is also our sensei for the chado lesson...
She promoted me as helper hahahahaha wonder shud i be happy or wad..
Then after that i dun wish to talk about it x.x or the post will never end.. What's more it will only make me go crazy...
I found out i starting to fall in love with sad songs.. or meaningful songs...

*Colour of icy feelings*

miserable

2011-05-19T05:39:00.000-07:00

Today i feel like all the pieces that make out my soul has been scattered all over the place
For dont know what reason i feel weak today....
I feel like all of my energy are being sucked away...
I feel like my heart is being punctured my thousands of knife..
slowly tearing it apart... letting the blood drip...
I feel like breaking down and start crying in one corner...

I'M DEVASTATED!

I shouldn't be like this... what's wrong with me

GET OUT OF MY LIFE IF I'M NOTHING TO YOU!
I DON'T WANT TO HAVE ANY CONNECTION WITH YOU IF I CAN!
I WANT TO FIND MYSELF BACK...
I WANT TO LOCK MYSELF BACK

Today is the most miserable day... *thousand of tears*

My world

2011-05-18T05:50:00.000-07:00

HELLO!!!!!!!!! xD
Today... i'm high hahahahaha
I wont tell u the reason of why i'm high KEKEKE
But today during physics lesson almost get into trouble :x
Bcos instead of doing the physics tutorial on a piece of fulscap i do it on the paper itself
Then when teacher told us to hand in then i was like OMG!
So i quickly get out my fulscap and started doing everything on a piece of paper
Probably around 5-10mins i finish doing the physics homework
then my friend said that i'm gay?! HAHAHAHA

Next these are some facts i get from twitter about my horoscopes
1)There are two sides to an #Aries inner world: a world full of hate and a world full of love.
Totally agree with it..
I'm in a world ful of love when i'm with ppl i like!
That's why everytime when i'm angry i wont vent it on lovable people!
Bcos they are innocent! So i will only shower love on them :D:D
And also everytime i swear or curse people in blogs, i will always say:
"With the exceptions of some lovable people"
Then about the part about a world full of hate...
That only occurs with irritating people!!!!!!!
Only at that time all those swearing and cursing words will be used on ppl like them
And all those angry posts that i posted will always be arrowing them!
Most importantly... when i started hating someone i will make sure...
I'LL BRING THEM TO HELL! <<<<<< That's my rule for them!

*But sometimes i may not seem to be the person that you thought I am.. bcos i dun show everything.. so don't think that i'm only fierce and what...
I'm also a GIRL! :X

Disgusting day

2011-05-17T04:44:00.000-07:00

This few days i keep have the feeling of wanting to kill ppl -.-

First thing... Went out with my mum and relatives...
going go pray.. then bcos my ez-link dont have enough money so i went out first to top up~
After topping up, i went back to the interchange and found out
NO FKING PEOPLE reach yet...
so i sat down and wait... in the end i get fed up so i msg my godmum...
she told me she just left house at 11.42..
when she say we're suppose to leave at 11.30
then my mum didnt even reach yet..
and at the same time the bus just went off..
A few minutes later..
my godmum ask me how come she dont see me on the bus..
so i tell her this" No nid wait for mum meh?"
Then type msg also dk how type sibei sian...

Second thing.. say going out watch movie...
at first say wanted to watch priest then in the end dun get to watch...
dun feel like talking much here -.-
then changed to the movie to Thor... but the meeting time damn t(-.-t) 5.30pm
dont even noe now i wanna go watch anot?
Rather watch alone le lor...

Thirdly.. bcos of some things i keep having weird feelings...
shouldnt care much about this... i'm just gonna treat u like how u treat me..
dont wanna waste my brain juice thinking of things!

Fourthly.. of cos u will think tat ppl are always blaming u for the things u "never" do
bcos if u really think that you are the one in the wrong then the sun will come out from
the opposite way! Arrogant and Ignorant BASTARD!
Ask yourself who are the one suffering at home! The guys or the females?!
Mum ask u want eat wad.. this can't that can't GO BUY URSELF LA
SPOILT BASTARD -.-
Tell mum dun buy for u.. dun do anything for u, she just fail to listen to me -.-
Like this u still can say that we are always blaming you?!
CHEAPSKATE! You shud just call me your jiejie!
Even much more immatured than me!
Your disgusting things cant be describe in this post neither can i write an essay about it
YOU NEED A FREAKING THICK BOOK FOR THAT!

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!! Happy vesak day but unhappy day for me! -.-

Butt-y day

2011-05-16T05:09:00.000-07:00

Today was kinda good and bad...

Good: Even though i didnt study for my chemistry Spot Quiz, i still manage to get 8/10 :x and some qns where ppl dont know how to do i actually manage to solve it!
I'm proud of myself! :D:D *pat pat*

Bad: I wanted to go watch movie with mei.. but in the end.. she can't make it..
AND?! Her msg goes like this "Who are you?...." Omg!
*heart shattered into million pieces*
Because she said she's tight in budget T.T

Then while i'm accompanying my friend while she waits for her brother...
She told me something super hilarious and embarrassing xD
she said that she like her brother butt bcos it's round?!
Then she wanted me to have a look i die also dun wan look x.x
Make me seems like a pervert if i'm gonna do that
So while i'm walking towards the ez-link tapping machine
I look with my head partially down HAHAHAHA xD
After i reached home jiu take a nap bcos too too too tired le..
but sadly my beautiful sleep was interrupted by my cough..
AND SO I WOKE UP! TA DA!
End of my today story xD

mixed up feelings

2011-05-15T07:06:00.000-07:00

Alright.. i decided to blog bcos i'm totally going insane!
What's happening to me! I feel like i'm in a whirlpool or mixed up emotion/feelings!
DAMN IT! ARGH ARGH ARGH!
Now i truly know how ppl are feeling when they are "weird" T.T
I feel like looking into my soul and dig all the answers out from there!
I want to get out of this mess soon!
Because i cant afford to live in it.. I'm not strong enough to handle it..
I'm weak.. have a wicked and evil past.. can't **** **~
YANSIN WAKE UP!

I don't want to feel like this.. save me.. someone..

Wee

2011-05-13T20:03:00.000-07:00

Alright... gonna update this dead blog...
Recently so stressed up bcos of my course T.T
my bio quiz kinda screw up... now i just hope that miracle will happen to me..
Yst did quite alot of things!!! Have fun at ktv with michelle haha! Singing like crazy!

And she seems to fall in love with "7 things" by miley cyrus haha!
After the ktv session i feel kinda like all my stress is like thrown into netherland :P
I kept smiling all the way back home * Ppl may think imma crazy!*
Yesterday didnt went to take my new specs bcos too late le then mummy say today cai go take..
I'm so glad i went to the ktv tat day bcos that day was kinda like pretty F* up x.x
ANYWAY! It's all yesterday thingy now.. shouldnt bother!
This sunday going to japanese flea market kinda scary but at the same time
I'M EXCITED!!!! HAHAHA

And i feel like killing those ppl living above me!!! Keep drill drill drill, knock knock knock.
Later i go up and drill and knock ur head off! :x
Make me so angry T.T

SMILE!!! :D:D:D
*From today onwards if i'm stress i'm gonna sing along with the music i'm listening to KEKE*

Movies review

2011-03-04T20:04:00.000-08:00

Hoho! I'm busy watching movies these few days :x Let's intro some movies to you ppl then!

"Mean Girls"

It was actually about this girl-Cady Heron, who have been home schooled since young then because her family came back to America for work and she was enrolled into a high school. Cady Heron is a hit with The Plastics, the A-list girl clique at her new school, until she makes the mistake of falling for Aaron Samuels, the ex-boyfriend of alpha Plastic Regina George. And her life started to change since then.

"What a Girl wants"

Daphne Reynolds has what every girl wants. This young American girl has a unique style all her own, an unconventional but loving relationship with her Bohemian mother Libby and a future full of possibilities. But despite her remarkable promise, Daphne feels incomplete and alone.
She dreams of one day meeting the father she’s never known, the man Libby loved deeply seventeen years ago, but ultimately left behind because his aristocratic family found her unsuitable. Determined to live out her fantasy of forging a storybook relationship with her long-absent dad, Daphne, on an impulse, gets a flight to London, where she quickly discovers that her father is the high-profile politician Henry, Lord Dashwood. Henry opens his life and his social calendar to the daughter he never knew existed, but Daphne’s appearance in his high society creates an uproar that threatens to undermine his political career. Not wanting to jeopardize his campaign for an upcoming election, Daphne stifles her naturally vibrant personality, refashions herself as a proper debutante and plunges into a whirlwind of British social events. But even with Henry’s support, she’s not getting any help from his conniving fiancée or her jealous daughter, who are bent on ruining Daphne at every turn.
With the aid of Ian, a charming and society-savvy local musician, Daphne attempts to prove that love, along with proper etiquette, can conquer all. But Daphne soon realizes she doesn’t like the person she’s becoming in the process. As much as she wants to be her father’s daughter, she realizes it's not worth it if she can’t be herself. Though mostly this is influenced by Henry's fiancée's interference during her debutante ball, when she coldly and cruelly locks Daphne in a closet to prevent Henry from bonding with her. She goes back home but Henry realizes how much he loves Daphne and goes to find her. The film ends with Daphne's mother officially getting married to Daphne's father. Daphne also becomes Ian's girlfriend and she goes to Oxford University so she can be near him.

Will intro more movies tmr :D

saywan birthday celebration

2011-02-08T06:47:00.000-08:00

Ok i'm gonna update my blog? I dont think anyone is gonna look at it though x.x
Today went to celebrate Saywan's belated birthday :D
IT'S FUN!!!! xPP Bcos we got stuck at dk what movie to watch @.@
Ok... that's not the point here...

Throughout the whole celebration today... my favourite part was the "Going home" part
where me and doreen hide at 1 place :D
and Saywan ALMOST found us but this JK spoilt his plan muahahah!
Then after that we went home... Okay i'm so stupid for updating this blog with this :x

fking mum

2010-07-14T06:52:00.000-07:00

Seriously damn Fucked up this few days!
This problem~ that problem~ =="
how i wish i can just slaughter and torture them one by one
and make them disappear from this world!

Today come back home from tuition

i just went to my room and put my bag down and guess wad i hear

and IT SPOIL MY FKING MOOD!
mum: " Now i know why my money keep go missing le and i know you are the one who take it"
Me: " ==" i want take for what?!"

Let's reveal what is this money : Pet society gold =="
then i continue " WANT TO TAKE WHY TAKE YOUR FKING PS GOLD?! WANT ALSO TAKE REAL CASH LA! AND FOR WHAT I WANT TAKE I DON'T EVEN GIVE A DAMN TO THIS GAME! NOT A MONEY FACE PERSON LIKE YOU! ONLY KNOW HOW TO ACCUSE ME RIGHT?! THEN EVER KNOW WHAT IS THE CONSEQUENCES WHEN U ACCUSE PPL?! SHUT YOUR BLOODY MOUTH AND GET SCOLDED!"

Then i shouted all the freaking vulgarities and shoot her back with this "Everytime Ernest come our hse and use computer then u come complain you lost your gold. Then come accuse me. Fker sia! Got brain anot?! Or you brain at your butt and sit until burned le?!"

Then i continue scolding all the vulgar words i hardly use at home. She just kept her bloody mouth shut when i added this " YOU THOUGHT YOU NO FRIENDS GOT MONEY AR?! BELIEVE IF I WANT TAKE YOUR GOLD I WILL TAKE EVERYTHING?! I JUST SIMPLY CHANGE THE PASSWORD AND IT'S MINE! USE YOUR BRAIN LA! AND YOU ADD MY FRIEND I HAVEN'T DEAL WITH YOU! OR YOU NEED ME TO DELETE EVERYONE?!"

Damn her because of this fking piece of shit she come accuse me, still everytime say i want to start a fight _l_

Fine la want start i start! Need anything don't call me knn!

I HATE GUYS! with the exception of some! FKING HELL! GET LOST FROM ME IF ALL YOU CAN DO IS MAKE ME ANGRY!

Hopeless

2010-07-03T08:04:00.000-07:00

I've should have know that....
I'm always the stupid girl causing so much trouble without knowing anything!

because I'm also a coward who do not want to accept the truth!
because I'm always the person who don't have the strength to accept the truth,

and always putting up a strong front...
because i'm the type of people who runs away from anything or everything!

I should have always know that i dont belong or fit in in anything...

EVEN THIS WORLD~!
And finally i should learn that i can NEVER be a normal person or a normal girl...

It's time i put an end to everything with my own hand.. Soon...

imaginary

2010-06-30T02:40:00.001-07:00

Sometime i really think that i'm dead~
I just merely want to enjoy some things...
even though i know that all those things are fake,
but it gives me a happiness~ even if everything around me is dead
even if my heart is dead, the very little happiness i found in my own world
BRIGHTEN MY LIFE! x3
Hopeless is one word to describe why i'm escaping from the real world
Scared is the reason why i escaped
Hurt & pain is what i get from the real world
Happiness is what i found in my very own imaginary world...
Now i know why i can't open my _____
because i don't give a sense of security to ppl
now i know...

I do not want to be afraid~

I do not want to die inside just to breathe in~

I'm tired of feeling so numb~

Relief exists I find it when~

I am cut~

Pain~

LOL

2010-06-16T09:27:00.001-07:00

DAMN

HAPPY

TODAY!

LOVE

EVERYONE

ALTHOUGH

YOU

MIGHT

HATE

ME!

AND

LOVE

SEE

PEOPLE

FALLING

INTO

THEIR

OWN

TRAP

AND

TASTING

THEIR

OWN

MEDICINE!

holiday

2010-06-04T23:33:00.000-07:00

It's been a long time ever since i update my freaking blog x.x

first thing first! Finally no more block revision until nxt friday x.x

And also by nxt friday if i nvr drill Geo topic-development into Ru qing head

I WILL DIE! Because ms Rohini say she fail i get punish TxT

RU QING PLEASE HELP ME TT

then next thing is GAME!!!!

At least i have some free time to play game xD yippie yippie yaya!

this few days busy finding songs... any recommendation?

Go for block revision quite fun some period whole subject there laughing

and that subject is GEOGRAPHY! xD

but sometime i am still the laughing stock TT bcos they create joke out of me

STUPID LA!!!!!!! Nvm happy happy jiu pass le xD YANSIN OPTIMISTIC~!!

Ok ba Happy holiday peeps x3

things should go on lyk before

2010-05-04T02:08:00.000-07:00

Fine.. after much thoughts, i've decided to delete the previous post.

I just wanted to say out my feelings but it seems that i'm just blowing things up x.x

anyway i've been numbed to such situation already

so one more of such things doesnt really made a different

and today oral, they asked me about one or more true friends...

since i mentioned about her, then i should not be taking this too hard

and this conflict only made things worst between friends..

FORGET IT!

dreams

2010-04-08T04:55:00.000-07:00

This few days i wondered what is wrong with me...

recently get back my tests results but nothing seems to be bothering me..

i dun even have the intention to start studying haiz...

I don't know why i feel lyk crying or even killing someone when i see the things on something

TELL ME WHY?!

Recently dreams have been coming true and haunting me.. i am scared..

wishlist

2010-04-07T06:32:00.000-07:00

This is requested by my Zombie Dar x3My wishlist:
lots and lots of money
~~watch new moon movie probably coming on 20 november 2009~~
~~wish to watch twilight movie~~
~~Read the other series of vampire kisses~~
Watch vampire kisses movie (if they produce)
Buy the whole series of vampire academy books AFTER "O" Level
wish to have good grades
wish that i can grow taller till 165 or moremore bags
~~rebond hair~~
contact lense
more clothes
Within Temptation CDs
more gothic things/accessories (black and red) or cute things
A cresent moon necklace(gothic! From The Book "chosen")
~~new handphone~~
mp3/4
Iphone
Tons Of Cubicards!
go to work n have lots of money for myself
listening to lots and lots of song because only music can find my soul back

actually can just buy anything i am fine with it but not storybook because i want to take that from my dad :x

ARGH

2010-04-06T06:20:00.000-07:00

ARGH!!!! I didn't know that i will blog today!!!

BUT!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!! When to someone blog and I SAW something!!!!!!!

I was lyk Fuck-You-Chee-Bye look/mood/feeling

LYK GOD DAMN!!!! But i wonder why do i feel that way too haiz..

Am i really that strong, can i endure ...... i wonder.. haiz

Anyway even if i cnt i will endure!!!!!! Be tough and move on!

Haiz i jus dun wish to be bothered by all those things TxT

Someone pinch me god damn hard or give me one tight slap tell me to wake up!

Or tell that person to remove that thing!!!!!!!! Why must that person and that person be lyk ***!

Still add a stupid icon there ARGH!!!!!!!

Btw u dun have to go count those ... or *** i didn't count and type it out x.x

and that person and that person is not BGR :x

so don't amyhow think!

BUT I JUST FEEL GODDAMN PISSED! I WANT TO KNOW WHY TOO!

back

2010-03-26T22:11:00.000-07:00

BACK ALIFE!!! with sickness TxT

I've gone down with flu, slight cough and sore throat!

IT IS KILLING ME!!!!!!!!

Tomorrow have to go bai bai bcos shud be 清明节

after that then see want go out ma x.x

Recently no test so still very relax.. but flooded with tuition x.x

lucky my science tuition cher very gd he noe i sick let me go home

monday then he say he will make up for me :) happy! Thank you!

Finally finished the book "Strange Angel"

is a good book i shud say but at the front super super draggy

if u didn't continue reading u will be conbfused if u stop for too long

that y i decided to finish as fast as i can hehe cause i LAZY!

Now started on a new book "My soul to take"

pretty cool book as it says about thise girl, when she sense someone is about to die

she will have the tendency to scream "bloody murder" out loud LITERALLY!

can you believe it? is pretty cool hehe going to read it!!!!!!!!!! MUAHAHA!!

Ending here now and i've changed my blogsongs hehe ENJOYED!!!!!!!!!!

-Love ya

motivation

2010-03-06T19:10:00.000-08:00

Muahaha back once again?

Anyway just updated my wishlist and somethings

School nowadays are freaking tired

but i still manage to crack some RETARDED jokes to make me feel high :x

ok... FIRST THING!!!!!!

I NID TO GET SOME MOTIVATION TO START STUDYING!!!!!

Mrs lee told us to start our gears for studying because of "o"

but i have yet to start it since i was in primary 5!!!!!

SO TELL ME HOW AM I GOING TO DO IT?!!!!

Help me TxT if you can help me plsplspls do so!!!

stories

2010-01-24T02:05:00.001-08:00

Wanted to share some stories but is in chinese

魔术师：这个城市原本是没有星星的，可我，想让你看到。离开后，路漫长而孤独。终于，为你学会了，世上最绚丽的魔术。星星在夜空中灿烂起来了。
路人：你真是了不起的魔术师。想不到这样美丽的星空，竟然是你的魔术。
魔术师：真的很美吗？
路人：当然，是我见过最美的。
魔术师：曾经，国王要我去首都，为他表演。我拒绝了。因为这星空，我只想让那个女孩看到而已。很久以前，我们喜欢坐在一起，望着空无一物的天空。她说如果能一起看着星空就好了。
女孩：我最喜欢星星了。
魔术师：可是这个城市却没有星星。于是，我离开她，去寻找变星星的魔术。我孤独地走过漫长的路。但我依然要变出星空。毕竟这城市有那么多街道，或许一不小心，我们就错过了。我想，她一定还在这个城市，我抬头就会看到。。。她向往的星空。她会觉得幸福吧。
路人：幸福。。是吗？亲爱的魔术师。你只记得她爱星星，却忘记了她爱你。没有了你，星空在美，也只是她的眼泪而已。
【完】
女人：守着不能回去的过去，不如相忘于江湖，自由自在。
路人：一直站在雨中会感冒的。
女人：。。。。
路人：还好，有个躲雨的地方。
女人：看来雨暂时停不了呢。
路人：那么，在雨停前，愿意和我说说，属于你的故事吗？
女孩：也许，已经能轻松地说出来了。很早以前，我喜欢过一个人。非常喜欢。那时的日子很简单。最喜欢的事情，是一起到水族馆，去看那些自在的鱼。以后我们一起，养一对这样的鱼吧，他说。“以后我们一起”我什么也没说，却把这句话印在心底，当作是幸福的承诺。可有的爱情，却喜欢对方，彼此就伤害得越深。好像刺猬。终于有一天，我和他都累了。也许，分开比较好吧。说了这句话后，我们各自去寻找幸福。各自去寻找幸福。一定要幸福，我想。所以我努力地生活，没有时间回忆，没有时间悲伤。游走在这个城市里，习惯了一个人的孤单。直到有一天，从路边的卖鱼人那里，看到了熟悉的红色。是它们，那种几年前，跑遍大街小巷，却始终没找到的鱼。一瞬间，我只想到他。想到如果他看到，会有多开心？看到它们，才发现，其实在一起的那些日子，自己从来没忘记。牵着手做过的每段路，每次吵架后的泪水和微笑，依然那么清楚。我买下它们，好像买下了被自己抛弃的回忆。
路人：你还是喜欢他把。
女人：也许吧，但已经没有意义。
路人：有意义的，如果还喜欢，就该让他知道。不要因为任性，而失去了幸福。
女人：已经没有必要了。我们已经分开得太久，也都找到了各自的幸福。那时候分开，不全是因为任性。爱情，不是相爱，就能解决所有的问题的。人生那么长，不想一辈子都相互伤害。还是过得快乐些好。分开那天，我们都笑着说，终于摆脱你了。以后就是自己的碧海蓝天，快乐生活。就算想哭，眼泪也不能让对方看到。那样只会让彼此更难过。所以掘强地掉头离开。我想，我永远都不会忘记他。
路人：真正喜欢过，又怎么会忘记呢。
女人：雨，已经停了呢。我决定把鱼儿放回河里。
路人：真的，一点也不想让他知道你的心情吗？
女人：不想。因为，不想再从他的脸上，看到那种忧伤。如果装作忘记的话，彼此都会好过。
路人：雨停了，我也该走了。既然选择放弃所珍惜的东西，就更要让自己幸福啊。
女人：一定。
路人：无须刻意铭记无法实现的爱情。无论有什么样的回忆，我们再长大一些的时候，时间就会把回忆里的泪水风干。那时候，回忆里，就只剩下温暖的片段了。
【完】

Dead

2010-01-20T05:09:00.000-08:00

From yesterday, I Am Dead!

the goody goody me is dead! is gone!

From today, i wont give a shyt... i wont be a hypocrite anymore

i wont care about people feeling anymore

if its ur fault u jolly well face hell and dun expect my apology anymore!

wan to joke with me better have some freaking limits

if not when i flare up dun blame me and wait for my to apologise

i wont smile for anyone anymore

if i dun wish to smile i wont give a shyt

wan to neglect me wan to break frenship wadever!

tat jus show u dun understand me

i oso get used to it already since i am always invisible

treated lyk a robot wif a battery tat wont die out... let ppl manipulate me

from today i will start to say no... and one day if something happen to ur things

dun blame anyone blame it urself!

What Comes Around Goes Around!

All this applies mostly to ppl who arent my fren

If u are my fren u hit it i wont give a shyt too..........

teehee

2010-01-08T04:25:00.000-08:00

最近不知道发了什么神经

动不动就很有想杀人的感觉

很想那个大白痴消失但是又觉得自己回死掉

所以。。雁心忍着吧！！一定可以的！！

气死我了一只想！！！干吗那个人要在我的脑海里！！

不管了啦！烦死人了！！做自己的东西就好了<3

我会渡过难关的！一定能！！应为我是我！<33

あんたのこと大嫌い　愛しています

Bleeding

2009-12-26T20:22:00.000-08:00

雁心的生命已经不存在了。。

我已经不懂我的心到底在哪里了。。

讨厌活在痛苦中，讨厌一直努力却没成果

不管我做什么无人看得到。。无人能了解背后的故事

既然是这样。。那么我就永远做两个人

在某些人眼里我有可能是好人

而在某些人我就是坏人

我就继续做我这两个角色，在人家的心里演两部不同的戏

不管我真么努力，可是在人的视线里总是没有我

我已经对这世界的所有东西起了反感，或一点感觉都没有

人们喜欢利用我就利用吧。。我都管不着自己了。。

哭。。没人知道我的痛

孤独。。没人知道我是这样过着的

痛。。全是因为自己的决定、选着而造成的

血。。已经不想流了，已流干了

呼喊。。没人听得到

全全都是一我而造成的。。

因为我藐视了自己。。

blah

2009-12-21T01:43:00.000-08:00

hmmm hmmm wad to update :x

no idea :x

anyway today get wake up by some sickening voice

is my house for goodness sake dun wake me up

or u face my wrath! sleepy~~

then i ate breakfast get scolded for no reason

you gt a mouth pls u want it say it!

i have a dignity or wad so ever and i wont touch it! BRAT!

use comp ply "Steps" ...

ply until half way when my mei come in

a freak jerk!!!!!!!!!!! go dc bcos my mei tio error!!!!!!!!!!

then guess wad he sae" i dun ply wif vamp"

WTF! my contact lens red then u tok crap!!!!

scolded him sohai and sae he is a brat!

after tat was lyk freaking angry open a room locked it

awhile more tat brat use his laopo id and tricked me!!!!!!

FINE I NOE I AM DUMB!!!! CURSE YOU FOR LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Doing hwk~~ T^T wan to sleep TT

"Loved And Cared By JohnY"

miserable

2009-12-19T03:01:00.000-08:00

I dun noe wad the hack is going on with my life

having major mood swing jus wan to hide myself away

from this world or from anything...

maybe i am a coward bcos i dun wish to face things

but wad causes me to bcome lyk tis is not me..

nobody life will be so miserable when u are jus born

is bcos something in ur life intrude in and make u so miserable

whether to face it or not is not my fault is not my choice

i nid courage to back me up bcos going thru so much things

it makes me weaker and weaker and soon sick and tired of my life

pushing of my limits lyk nobody business...

making use of my weakness to get wad u wan...

what and how am i going avoid such things again?

Why not try letting me kill some1 so tat i may feel better?

it may build up my courage it may even pull my evilness out...

I just wan to be strong one day.. so dun push anything on me anymore.. pls..

"Loved And Cared By JohnY"

Family Sucks

2009-12-18T07:31:00.000-08:00

Today is my most hateful day....

Firstly went to cut hair and nw it sux!

bcos tat isnt the length tat i wanted =="

after tat do my book review then went to meet doreen

and she said almost dun recognise me haiz bcos of tat dumb hair

then come back home get scream bcos of something i done before i go out

my mum ask me to help her dye hair then i say i dun wan

she keep wan then i help la then nag there oso wad

cos i nt i wan to do de lor i doing book review she kao bei me do

so of cos i damn 不爽.. 与我无关是她自找的!!!

i tink my grandma call then she use the shoes tat we wear at home

she throw on the floor near me bcos i using earpiece

then i dun noe wad the fuck she wan then she kao bei me

i go back the room i take the shoes and throw back la!

wanted to throw at the living room then she walk pass hit her

not my fault lor i in the room she walk out i already throw le

then she scold me again la! whole day kao bei me

who the fuck care i jus stuck ear piece in and blast music

then when dinner time come she thot she dun cook i die lyk tat

i cook myself and eat la she dumb i nt dumb!!!

Guess wad?! is a miracle she even come back room and ask u eat le ma?

why leh? Scared i die no one support u ar?! then better off that i am dead!

today suck! suck to the core!!!!!!!!! lyk WAD THE FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!

From today onwards,nvr say a thing about my family i dun give a shyt

once i hit my target i will get out of my house!

Dun call me to come back!

Dun call me to extent my tolerance to such shitty family!!!

I may have a good childhood but everything changes wif ppl thinking

Maybe bcos they are SICKO!

Scold me whenever they want...

then ask me do this do that...

and give me what shyt bcos u are a girl

WAD THE HELL IS WRONG BEING A GIRL?!

what is different between a girl and a boy!

WAKE UP PLS! now everyone is the same! Dun be bias!!!!!!!!!

男女平等...一视同仁..知道吗?!

还要我教你吗?!

是猪还是脑残，是脑残就去死!不要留在世上浪费资源!!

是猪的话,就去农场别待在市区!!!

nightmare

2009-12-16T02:41:00.000-08:00

Alot alot of things have happen... on me

Starting off with fears.. couldnt sleep..everything seems crushing and crushing

having dreams tat wakes me up again and again

And i hate having dreams for some reason.. some ppl may noe why

that nitemare that haunt me yesterday nite...

makes me have to avoid the home of my dear grandma

incase i wouldnt be able to escape on time...

even writing it down here gives me the fear.. that creeps behind me

having the illusion again and again of that "thing"

if i am a perfect artist i think i cn even draw it out

It has been long ever since i dreamt.. then why haunt me wif something lyk tat

Another thing is about what i oso see in my dreams

not comfortable to say out bcos ppl may think tat i am a idiot

why am i so worry about tat since it cn all be earn bak and bought bak again..

but tat thing brings ne a place which i tink i belong...

friendship and warmth is what i found when i am in it...

Just hope that my dreams wouldn't come true... Mainly for the 1st dream/nitemare

i too want a normal life...

why torture me with dreams that i see...

fun day

2009-12-06T04:49:00.000-08:00

FIRST THING!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!
Today is a damn damn DAMN funny day!!!
i shud later say tat i am a sadist!!!!! WOOTS
i dun feel guilty when doing some action lyk *** (cnt reveal)
then he/she teach me bt he/she feels guilty bt I FEEL HIGH!!!! xD
After doing the *** then we head to Boon Lay to do work~~~
look look here look look there then crap crap
Went to look for library to find my VAMPIRE BOOKS!
Then go back to yishun went to the library to reserve book( Vampire )
Saw my cousin and her papa mama and my ahma!!!
Greet them and went home haha~~~
HAVE A FUN DAY!!!!

sad

2009-12-05T06:08:00.000-08:00

Alot alot of things have happen these few days...

i oso dun know why i suddenly feel lyk updating my DEAD blog

maybe so tat it will become an UNDEAD blog... (LAME)

First thing First, i have been busy these few days

Have not start wif my holiday homework YET!

Gonna start soon or i die...

Second thing is...

I FINALLY changed my blogskin!!! HURRAY!

Nvr change for so long le >< and ya relinked ppl too :)

BUSY BUSY BUSY!!!

These few days ply Steps oso nt doing that well...

Fight wif bestie bcos of his stupid gf. BIATCH!

Then today i did a prank on bbxxbb(FYI ign name of my bestie/bunny)

then he very angry.. SORRY REALLY SORRY!!!

Pls pls pls dun angry me already... T^T

I dun mean to make u angry de TT

Signing off SORRY bbxxbb/bunny/simon!!!!!!!

Bored

2009-11-14T06:16:00.000-08:00

This few days dun noe wad have gotten into me

Having a heavy mood swing

school holiday lyk no sch holiday still going back to sch =="

JIAK SAI! * Eat Shit* 吃屎

then ply game oso ply dao damn bu shuang

wan peace oso dun have ...

Boring~~~ !!!!

unlucky

2009-11-01T01:55:00.000-07:00

Haiz today found a skin i lyk wanted to change

guess wad after finish editing turn out tat the back ground pic cnt be use

SUAY!!!!!!!! Nth to complain so i change back =="

This few days kinda dun have the mood jus cover myself in games and books

WAD AM I GOING TO DO?!

Tears: What are they.... Sadness and Grief

sux

2009-10-28T01:10:00.000-07:00

SCHOOL

SUX!

THAT

ALL

FOR

TODAY

POST!

today crapping day

2009-10-22T03:14:00.000-07:00

Decided to update blog while loading my game patch

teehee at least i find something to kill time while waiting.

Today school start off quite boring...

Cause we have to go to the hall for some freaking boring talk...

spend the whole time crapping and listening to jin hao talk LOLX

went for reccess and crap too singing hokkien song >.< RANDOMNESS!

But at least i make my frens laugh Happy*

Then after have a money tree company talk and play some games.

Nid to shout grab when u raise up your hand~~

Then shaq sae i shout until lyk so pathetic T.T

in the end jk group win the movie tickets Gratz~~

Noon gt supp class wif mrs lee. Learned about congruence today

Bored bored talk and listen at the same time ( Must believe me i cn do tat!)

when teacher ask a qns and every1 stuck there at least i almost get it correct~

WHOLE CRAPPING~~~~~~ happy xD

Home sweet home after going northpoint with ruqing to purchase things.

exams script

2009-10-20T06:08:00.002-07:00

Update Update...

First thing first! HAPPY BIRTHDAY JING QIN!

ok even if she didnt come my blog(i will be sad), at the very least i wish her!

Next, today wake up lyk a idiot at 4.45 looked at my hp blurry vision 5.45 so i jump up

then after washing up then i knew that i've wake up too early @.@ (faint)

went back to bed for 30mins and jump right back ><

bcos yst nite i simply cnt sleep... That nightmare is repeating in my head!

GOD DAMN JUST LEAVE ME ALONE! FREAKING MIND,BODY!

Then went to school get our exam scripts back....

So far so good i jus barely dig some of the earth out to prepare my body lying there

Because i scared of my english @@ and poa result sux to the core!!!!!

Tomorrow should be getting back Physics, Amaths and Mother Tongue?

GOD BLESS ME !!! or i die pls!

exams

2009-10-12T06:28:00.000-07:00

Finally get to post ><

haiz tis few days parents went oversea T.T

and i am doing all the house chores ( lyk a maid)

no time to do revision from morning till now i finally get to rest T.T

next time tell ur parents not to go oversea during exam or u are dead!!!!

currently tomorrow is the last paper but i am worrying for my amaths T.T

but others still manage to struggle out >.< (Lucky)

Anyway work hard for the last paper then i noe tat i am dead already!!!

after exam hehe Gaming starts!!!!!!!!!!

2009-07-27T06:46:00.000-07:00

wah wah finally posting liao!!!! =DD
i wanted to post a long time... but! in the end cos i was so so so damn "busy" ~
i didnt even force my finger to click on my blog~ hehes. =P
currently i'm still unable to blog, so this post was actually send to mummy, doreen via mail
ask her a favour to help me post =)) THANK YOU!!!!

this few days were busy reading storybooks =))
i finished 2 books on vampire! hehes XD
1) Vampire Academy
2) Frost Bite (the second book of Vampire Academy)
now currently reading the Royal Blood from vampire kisses book 6!!! ^^y
cant wait to finish them and hope the third book of vampire academy:
Shadow Kiss
will come out soon!!!
Pictures ...

Steps;

Jie; creamy pink top &' Me; the one beside! :D

The Insanities in bunny =))United we stand!

The books;
Book 1.

Book 2.

credit goes to~~ doreen for posting. :} LOL! :X

update!!

2009-07-10T06:43:00.000-07:00

Finally i am back to posting!!

cos tis few day i am far far far too lazy!

Playing steps all day long get bullied by people in school

only find love and warmth from other ppl other place!!

this few days school closure actually didnt do much things haha

quickly do the tasks i am assigned then start gaming!!! WEE~~

today went to library searching for some vampire books again!! HOHO

managed to find some out of no where simply TOO LUCKY!!!

ok bah i go off le at least nvr let it rot haha!! CLAP CLAP FOR ME!!

hoho

2009-06-28T03:01:00.000-07:00

Woots~~~

Finally i am posting...

busy during holiday cos go sch go workshop and anime-ing and reading books...

then nw currently doing Heymahts hw..

and getting "marvellous" score as i only do less then 15 mins hehe

highest curently is 23 lowest is 9/30 cool rite hehe

but haven finish de cos i lazy to do wad !!

left wif only some hw i dun tink i doing POA cos i dun have the freaking notes

SO i got freaking no idea how to do

holiday = throw everything back to cher =)

Chemistry neh haiz haiz hack care first cos monday oso no chem

i oso nt sure wad its toking about =)

taggies

2009-06-13T06:43:00.000-07:00

PSPS I NVR UPDATE MY BLOG TT COS BUSY!!

TAGS REPLY! (PS if very long ><)

WENDY: YO~~ Thanks!
lili: RELAX!! u didnt do anything she joking!!
xintong: XIE XIE!! TAI MA!! DUN TSK ME!! TT
JieYING(: SRY JIE!! i dk your new link!! tc too
x3doreen;: MUMMY hack care him!!
jk: jk SHHH....
veron: Haiz haiz i cnt help u too...

maybe tmr cn update more bah....

holiday

2009-06-05T21:38:00.000-07:00

This few day holiday sianz sianz de until...

I FINALLY GET HOLD OF VAMPIRE KISSES SERIES!!

Thx to zhengyao and myself ^^

yst and the day before yst we have our infocomm and air rife combine camp

after it finally is over, i woke up today my whole body aching!!

shoulder the bone there PAIN lyk wad... and wad more is both of them...

then leg muscles and ankle pain lyk wad oso... TT

but overall was still quite fun... ^^

If next year if i gt time i still wan to help out for the camp if there is ^^

*Edit: one more thing to add about the camp on yst...

we had an air rifle some sort of a exchange experience so we get to try out the rifle

then first try wif the help of boon hwee helping me to carry it

i score quite well... but...

when come to competition, i shot twice and guess wad nth appear on the paper

not even one hole... COOL RITE??? Too clever le ^^

then after tat competition boon hwee telling us some ghost stories..

GUESS WAD?! My perfect name was called out by Li Li TT

trying to scare me out of my wits...

Vampire kisses

2009-06-02T05:25:00.000-07:00

Just finish this book today is about a girl name raven who had always have a dream

of becoming a vampire when she grow up....

But soon her dream seems to be fulfilled because he met a vampire in real

and soon fall in love with each other...

both having the same liking ( Fave colour black, love loud blasting music, Goth

and the darkness)

one always been a outcast in school- Raven

one who can only appear in the darkness- Alexander Sterlings

Their Romance started only when raven wanted to sneak into the mansion that

was always vacant till alexander's family moved in.

Unknowingly what Raven herself will get into

due to the obsessed to vampire she sneaked into the mansion and found out

that the knight of the night, the gothic mate, her prince was wearing

the spider ring whom she gave to the butler of the mansion.

From that day on, the 2 of them had started dating, only in the dark,

till one day trevor mitchell, Raven nemesis shown up in The Snow Ball

blackmailing raven's best fren Becky to force alexander out and make their relationship fall.

Only scared to lost Alexander, Raven cried and cried till the day,

Matt who was actually best friend of mitchell turn up with becky and bringing her to the

mansion, from there their relationship was back and have clear their misunderstanding.

but at the very last chapter, Alexander still left Raven without letting her know

about the reason.... instead she was given a letter with jus 4 simple words:

BECAUSE I LOVE YOU....

*The mystery continue in the nxt book Kissing Coffins...

though i read it already but find it out yourself ^^ cos it is a good book

though also a simple one. If u lyk twilight tis shud also be a book you would love.

fking family no freedom no peace no justice

2009-05-31T05:50:00.001-07:00

Nw almost every single day all i get staying at home is..
mum nagging or scolding at me for no fking reason
no peace at home due to the fking bro who thot he is king
getting so stress up wad to do?!
want to get a single peace oso cnt maybe is bcos i did a wrong move...
idk bt why cnt the jus stand it my place and tink
i aint a mad dog who bark for no reason..
i am a HUMAN i shout i throw temper bcos there is a reason behind it...
bt exactly no one noe nvm who cares
i still gotta live in this freaking home for the rest of maybe 15 or 10 years?

yesterday

2009-05-30T04:12:00.000-07:00

yst we have the sports and art carnival

was quite boring as usual bcos nth in school is fun....

then after the carnival when to the mac near the lan shop there

have my lunch wif xinlei, ruqing,doreen, yi lin and me of course

crapping over there waiting for boon hwee to come

wait till sianz so call them to go home first

sry and thx for waiting for me gals!! TT

then come back home damn tired and gain some pain tat day too

thx to zheng yao anyway pain oso lyk tat so hack care

then chatting wif him on msn till i suddenly go crazy emotional unstable

so i log off half way.. sorry....

today

2009-05-22T23:41:00.000-07:00

Dun really have much to sae

jus came back from the math trail at sentosa freaking tired....

later going somewhere too

and tmr mummy birthday le wor !!

one more day then u lao le ><

17 and 19 may

2009-05-18T23:59:00.000-07:00

(17 may 2009)

HOHOHO..... today is my dear dear grandma birthday....

then we went to jurong point the "zhuo kitchen" and eat...

ok the food turns out nice but b4 going in to eat we reach there at abt 3 plus

and went to shop!!! Till about 6 then we went in to eat

WOAH the queue is super duper long but since clever ppl lyk use

book the place b4 hand we dun have to queue

CLEVER RITE LEARN FROM US!!!

then the buffet was nice till one part one they have th chilli crab then OMG

so funny lor cos is nid to queue cos they only have limited cos IT IS SUPER NICE!!

is some how their "zhao pai cai"

so gt limit de haha me so lucky gt to eat

after the dinner then we took some pics and went home!!!

wont be posting the pic sorry!! ^^

(19 may 2009)

Wah wah all it seems tat my blog invite some fking dog aka Tzehan

pathetic rite nvm who care i jus goona banned him lor wad the big deal

all the person use their name as tze han or who ever fking person i hate

i jus gonna block them from now on who cares this is MY BLOG!

anyway get back most of the result pass lor but ok bah ....

but stress arh and noe wad during chinese lesson cher call me go wad freaking competition

then guess with who TAH DUH!! THE BITCH THE FKING WHORE!

nvm who cares since she dun wan me i purposely want it and soon....

gonna chagne my blog to private again? who care maybe, maybe not

jus gonna see how it turns out lor if it is gonna invite more dogs then HAHA

GOING TO BE PRIVATE.....

quizzes

2009-05-15T23:55:00.000-07:00

FROM FACEBOOK cos nothing to do while letting my show load ^^

What element am I?

*Your element is Nature. Friendly and calm, you welcome company and like to comfort others. You can be worrisome, but you can take care of yourself.

What kind of soul do you possess?

*You have a calm soul. you dont worry about things and usually remain calm in hectic situations. People wish they could have your ability to not stress out or worry.

What is you patience level?

*God!!....u can blow up da person who will irriate u..u haf no patience at all..to tolerate or to tackle u want everythin to happen as fast as it can...this isnt the way lyf moves onn...u need cut down ur temper n ur speed beingg too patience n short-tempered r not gud....=)

until here bah next time put more then^^

TRIP TO CHANGI T3 FOR FOOD

2009-05-11T23:34:00.000-07:00

Last friday went to Changi terminal 3 to relax

after the tired day at bugis too crowded le during weekend

so decided to relax so we went to tat place

god father treat us swensen over there

the swensen isnt called " swensen" but "Earl"

cool rite and over there it is totally diff from those swensen at northpoint

so for teh bio student if u guys wan burnt ur cher pocket

tell her go over there the food is oso more EX then those at northpoint

lyk i sae at CHANGI AIRPORT wad haha

ending off those food tat we eat ^^

(some nvr upload cos nvr edit so lazy upload haha)

(MY order)

(BIAO JIE order)

(GODMOTHER order)

(MY DRINK)

(GOR AND GODFATHER order)

(THE END!!!)

TEST OR TRASH

2009-05-08T03:19:00.000-07:00

All tis days past and wad i have done is STUDY STUDY AND STUDY...

shud sae first time i have been studying quite seriously

wonder how would i score....

emaths paper pass ...

paper 1 quite challenging, while paper 2 shud sae easier than paper 1

geo pass one things to sae it is simply easy...

mother tongue pass quite ok i tink...

english haiz haiz seems ok but afraid of the result i am going to see...

social studies luckily able to rmb all the notes back to my head so quite ok

only the SBQ part quite challenging...

sec 3 examination isnt tat easy or relax as we can see

just hope tat i can pass.... PRAY HARD!!

LOVE

2009-05-04T04:05:00.000-07:00

This is taken from my friend de:

你有过暗恋的感觉吗？

暗恋，就像一场无法醒来的梦。

每天每夜，日复一日，

任自己在心中守着、念着、思着、痛着、恋着、苦着、甜着，

却依然默默地等着。

那种近在咫尺却又远隔天涯的距离感，

那种注定无法被成全的宿命感，

都让人体会到近乎锐的疼痛和绝望到底的无助

And this is taken from mail:

When you break her heart - [ the pain NEVER really goes away ]

When she misses you - [ she's hurting inside ]

When she says its over - [ she STILL wants you to be hers ]

When she re-posts this bulletin - [ she wants you to read it ]

When she walks away from you mad - [ Follow her]

When she stare's at your mouth - [ Kiss her ]

When she pushes you or hit's you - [ Grab her and don’t let go ]

When she starts cursing at you - [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ]

When she ignores you - [ Give her your attention]

When she pulls away - [ Pull her back ]

When you see her at her worst - [ Tell her she's beautiful ]

When you see her start crying - [Just hold her and don’t say a word ]

When you see her walking - [ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ]

When she's scared - [ Protect her ]

When she lays her head on your shoulder - [ Tilt her head up and kiss her ]

When she steals your favorite hat - [ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night]

When she teases you - [ Tease her back and make her laugh ]

When she doesn’t answer for a long time - [ reassure her that everything is okay ]

When she looks at you with doubt - [ Back yourself up with the TRUTH]

When she says that she likes you - [ she really does more than you could understand ]

When she grabs at your hands - [ Hold hers and play with her fingers ]

When she bumps into you - [ bump into her back and make her laugh ]

When she tells you a secret - [ keep it safe and untold ]

When she looks at you in your eyes - [ don’t look away until she does ]

- Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything

-DON'T let her have the last word

-DON'T call her hot, but gorgeous or beautiful is soo much better

- Say you love her more than she could ever love you

- Argue that she is the best girl ever

- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go

- When she says she's OK don’t believe it, tok with her bcos 10 yrs later she'll rmb you

- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her

- Call her before you sleep and after you wake up

- Treat her like she's all that matters to you

- Tease her and let her tease you back

-Stay up all night with her when she's sick

- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid

- Give her the world

- Let her wear your clothes

- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her

- Let her know she's important

- Kiss her in the pouring rain

- When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is:

'Who's ass am I kicking today baby?'

*One last thing dun ever push the blame to the girls

after breakup because u are acting inhuman

bcos love nid to hand to clap so is nt jus the girl or boy fault

is both of them so dun be a bitch or a jerk.....

song

2009-05-02T05:14:00.000-07:00

I today jus changed my blog song

it is also from dgrayman de but is without vocal jus music

cos nth to do then finished watch dgrayman le

NICE NICE AND NICE

but nw nothing to watch le maybe after mid year watch again?

or find other anime to watch haha or else on comp nth to do !!!

ok bah feel lyk ppl other studying le but me haven start yet LOL!

ok bah bye bye....

2009-04-27T00:54:00.000-07:00

DUN THINK TAT I AM SMALL WHEN I AM NOT

DUN TREAT ME LYK I M INVISIBLE

DUN TAKE ME FOR GRANTED OR U'LL REGRET

DUN USE PPL WEAK POINT TO TEASE OR BULLY THEM

PPL GT LIMIT AND IS NT THEY HAVE A CHOICE TO BORN WIF IT

DUN TINK TAT U NOE MY CHARACTER AND SO TAKING ME FOR GRANTED

DUN REGRET WHEN I START YOU HATE U IS TOO LATE

I WONTE TOLERATE NONSENCE ANYMORE

DUN TINK TAT I NVR HATE U EVEN IF I TOK TO U

DUN ALWAYS PUSH THE BLAME TO ME WHEN IT IS UR FAULT

USE YOUR BRAIN AND THINK OR U WILL REGRET

IS NOT LYK THE WHOLE WORLD OWE IT TO YOU , BITCH!

THINK BACK AND YOU MAY REGRET WAD YOU DO TO ME

AND NVR GET BACK THE FRIENDSHIP BACK DUN CRY OVER SPILLED MILK

I WONT GIVE A DAMN TAT TIME WILL TORTURE YOU PPL...

Edit:
FROM TODAY ONWARDS THOSE WHO WANT TO TAG THEN TAG
DUN FEEL LYK TAGGING BETTER DUN COME
EVEN IF I LET IT ROT OR WADSOEVER U DUN HAVE TO CARE
DUN WAN TO REPLY MY TAG
I OSO FKING CARE THEN I WONT TAGGED UR BLOG EVER AGAIN
TRUST ME I HAVE ENOUGH NONSENSE OF SHIT
I AM JUST PREPARING TO GIVE BACK ALL U PPL GIVE ME....

2009-04-26T00:09:00.000-07:00

quiz i done in facebook....

"What would your super power be?"

You would have pyrokinesis, the ability to summon and control fire! Perhaps you have a firey temper, or you're a little bit more destructive than the average person. You're pretty dangerous, and everyone knows that you're hardcore! However you got it, this power fits you perfectly... Let's just hope you aren't TOO much of a pyromaniac!

"What is your heart song?"

You are a songbird and, like the saying goes, you take everything with a spoon full of sugar. Whether you have talented vocals or not, you love to sing. Don't give up on your dreams and think you can't make it big, because your shower head is very impressed with you...

"Which Designer Handbag are You?"

You are flat out fun. You are the party girl who everyone wants to be around. You're fun, silly, and confident a great combination. You would never be caught dead in a pant suit, but a micro-mini? You bet. Low rise, torn up fashion jeans are your style, and dancing is what you're best at. Purse in one hand, a drink in the other; put both above your head and dance the night away. Tramp stamp? Yep "I got one, lemme see yours!"

update

2009-04-25T21:19:00.000-07:00

here to update my blog while my anime is loading...

i currently is letting my blog to rot

as no time to upload trying to chiong my anime...

i too have no mood to update bcos of things...

ok bah jus ending my post here...

*i am not small so dun tink tat i am a junk to you...

goodbye

2009-04-17T23:06:00.000-07:00

NTH MUCH TO ADD ON.....

GONNA LET MY BLOG ROT NO MATTER WAD

TILL I LYK IT I POST

EVERYONE JUS IGNORE ME AND I MEANT IT AS EVERYONE

DUN CARE WAD I DO

DUN CARE IF I AM HAPPY OR NOT

IF U NVR COME TO MY BLOG THEN IS NT MY PROB

IF I IGNORE U, U DUN HAVE THE RIGHT TO GIVE ME FKING FACE

BCOS I STATED HERE ALREADY IS UR FAULT IF U NVR COME AND SEE

NT MINE I DUN OWE U PPL ANYTHING

EVERYONE SIMPLY IGNORE ME DO IT LYK U PPL ALWAYS DO

LEAVE ME ALONE MAKE ME ALONER I DUN GIVE A DAMN!

I DUN WISH TO SUFFER IN U PPL HAND ANYMORE

SET ME FREE I RATHER FACE THE BURNING HELL

RATHER THAN SUFFERING IN U PPL HAND!!!!!!!!

WHEN I NID PPL TO TOK TO...

NO ONE COME NO ONE SPEAK UP OR COMFORT ME....

WHEN I JUS WAN PEACE ...

U FKING PPL JUS NAG AND NAG AT ME ....

WAD THE SHIT DO U CAL TIS AS U UNDERSTAND ME U NOE ME

DUN MAKE ME LAUGH MY ASS OFF

SO JUS SHUT THE FUCK UP STFU!!!!!!!!!

GIVE ME A BREAK TO A DYING PERSON FREE HER FRM UR HAND

FROM UR STINKING WORLD!!!!

myself

2009-04-16T03:19:00.000-07:00

Today morning go PE do the 5 station i pass my standing broadjump!

then inclined pull up passed!

sit and reach passed!

sit up hehe passed! (WITH SOME HELP!!)

so me only left shuttle run haven do!! the rest pass le!!

then dun noe tis few weeks my emotional totally unstable

haiz is lyk fucking angry with things and ppl...

haiz say le oso no use nvm life have to get on even if u lyk it or not....

then reccess totally no mood but still follow them go

maths lesson fking angry again

fking hell lor KZY and devi ply then kenna caught by cher....

then fking dong peng go sae my name out

chee bye arh his dai ji sae my freaking name for wad

if u lyk my name so much then dun use it at tis type of things

his dai ji my name come out for wad buay song arh!

i dun earn ur fking appearance wad if i pei bu shang ni

is it to everyone eyes tat is my prob NO! to girls maybe u simply arent suitable for me too!

so dun call ur fking friends to sae abt me!

call ur dog's friend to kindly shut their fking mouth from barking or i go to the master first!

dun wan get slap better watch it bcos enough is enough i dun wish to get such things frm u

then after tat is phy get back test then suddenly stomach pain!!!

mt lesson do zao ju hehe so funny lor....

then after school gt back amaths paper quite sad didnt hit target and nt so gd oso

cheer up mummy 2 failure doesnt make it affect ur life

u will only fail when u give up so dun ever give up !!! work harder!

believe in urself lyk i do and soon u will see ur fruits of labour!!! so JIAYOU!!!

then after that go KFC eat then here i am back home!!!!

HIIE

2009-04-14T03:14:00.000-07:00

HIHI ALL

today after school go eat LOL

saw herman, royston, yufei, and kin long

then gt a little boy cute but noisy!

shaq go sae cos the boy lyk doreen lol!

go back school to talk about the cca camp!

quite fun i think LOL cos gt games.....

then after tat home sweet home le!!!

TO JK: This one to cursing rite? =)

Changed song le wor !!!

THANK YOU

2009-04-13T00:37:00.000-07:00

THANK YOU ALL !!!

(IN ORDER)

Presents:

JING QIN & NAT: MINI TOON GUMMIES, ASSORTMENTS AND SWEET

XIN LEI: FERRERO ROCHER

DOREEN: BEAR

YI LIN: DOLPHIN BANK

SHAQ: BEAR BANK

ZHENG YAO: ANDES CHOCOLATE, MELLOW CLOUDS MARSHMALLOWS

BENJAMIN: DOGGY KEYCHAIN

MESSAGES:

RU QING

REN KAI

ZHENG YAO

YI LIN

GODMOTHER

WENDY

JING QIN

MELVIN

DOREEN

JIE YING

MEI TING

SHAQ

HERMAN

CONG XU

SAY WAN

CBOX:

DOREEN

YI LIN

LI RU

VERON

NAT

XIN LEI

RU QING

JING QIN

YEAN TENG

LASTLY, THANK YOU VERY MUCH ALL AND 3E7 PEEPS TOO

FOR THE BIRTHDAY SONG DURING POA LESSON!!!

today

2009-04-09T02:21:00.000-07:00

BACK BACK AND SICK LOL

wah wah on 7 april siaqnz sia gt fever then go home rest

fever subside le then go school in the end yst go see doctor then gt fever again!

then tmr the day i turn 15 oso going to be sick haiz haiz

then eat medicine oso almost choke!!!

lastly THANK NAT AND JING QIN for the SWEET present!

BLOG

2009-04-04T01:10:00.000-07:00

AND FROM TODAY ONWARDS I WILL BE PUTTING MY BLOG OPEN

UNLESS PPL COME TO MY BLOG AND ANYHOW BARK

OR ELSE IT WILL BE REMAINED AS OPEN BLOG FOR THE TIME BEING

TILL ANY CHANGES....

FKING BITCH

2009-04-04T00:57:00.000-07:00

HIIE ALL

come to update my blog haha or going rot LOL

today when for flag day haiz haiz stupid me

yesterday listen song from 11pm-4am then forgot off

wake up no time to charge phone le haiz

then gt to rush to blk 740 there

guess wad i went to blk 704 then found out tat i at wrong venue

run all teh way frm there to blk 740

thought i was late cos nvr see rq

in the end rq n yb come later than me

take the thingy le when to sun plaza do

yuan bin stand one side then rq scared psps then come wif me

then i sae two person how to do so we separate

at about 10 plus plus when to sun plaza buy smt to drink

went bak to yishun by bus walk to northpoint there buy sushi

guess wad again we found smt KEKE

monday the person will get it MUAHAHA

after tat i went to old chang kee buy things to eat then walk to the blk 740

to return the thingy haha when we reach there quite early then slack wif yb n rq

FKING BITCH SAE I CNT TAKE JOKE

SHE DUN EVEN NOE ANYTHING YET SHE SAE I CNT TAKE JOKE

GO AROUND N ASK PPL CN I REALLY TAKE JOKE

GO ASK LAH U NT ME HOW YOU NOE U WAN TO CHALLENGE MY LIMIT

THEN COME I PLY WIF U

I MAKE SURE U DIE ! SUCKER BITCH U DUN NOE ANYTHING

THEN DUN ANYHOW BARK BEHIND ME U DARE COME TO ME STRAIGHT!

FKING HELL LOR KNNB MAI SO GUAI LAN LOR YOU !

TO THE JERK : DUN CALL ME TO PITY HER LE

TIS TIME WAD I WAN TO DO I DO

ANYTHING HAPPEN TO COME TO ME

GO TO HER BCOS TIS IS WAD SHE DESERVE

BCOS SHE HUM JI! WAN SAE ME Y SAE BEHIND MY BACK!

FKING

2009-03-31T03:04:00.000-07:00

FKER FKER FKER FKER

FKING HELL FKING LIFE KFING HEART

EVERYTHING SUCKS TO THE CORE EVERYTHING SO FKING IRRITATING

PPL CHANGE EVERYTHING CHANGE

SOME IS BCOS OF OTHER PPL

SOME IS BCOS THEY HAVE NO EQ KEEP PUSHING PPL TO THIER LIMIT

OR THEY SIMPLY HAVE NO EQ SAYING WAD PPL HATE IN FRONT!!!!!

FKING HELL FKING JERK FKING BITCH FKING GUY FKING LIFE!!!!!!!

MY LIFE SUCK TO THE CORE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WAD IF I DIE DO YOU REALLY CARE?!!!!!!!!!

WHO THE FKING HELL CARE!!!!!!!!!!!

PPL CHANGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NTH

2009-03-27T03:54:00.000-07:00

Today nth much to post about

after school went to library borrow a book n here smt from the book

"Place me like a seal over your heart ... for

love is as strong as death ... It burns like

blazing fire, like a mighty flame. Many

waters cannot quench love; rivers cannot

wash it away."

And i reached my limit!

you people don't have to know what am i tolerating

or where is my limit

jus get it thru ur fucking brain or skull n carve it there

and KEEP it there till i graduate n nvr see u again

stop joking on me

limit ur joke enoug is enough

dun take ppl as a FOOL

when ppl aren't a fool!

FKING BITCH

2009-03-25T03:28:00.000-07:00

Today in the class my mood was happy angry n happy

but mostly angry cos of that fking bitch

then after school saw her wif thanaporn,JERK,zhengyao,shaq,mel,congxu

then we were there flaring up

after lunch when to infocomn

wahkao i feel lyk vomitting lor when watching movie

so i went all the way to the back then rest there

after the show thanaporn n doreen sae my lips pale

Thx thanaporn for helping me to put back the chair!
Thx mummy for your concern!

when back home tat time saw the jerk n the bitch walk tgt

damn buay song liao lor

MAI KAO BEI LAH FKING BITCH

SNATCH SNATCH SNATCH

ONLY SNATCH N FLIRT 2/6 BOYS OR PEEPS

GO N DIE LAH

THEN SOME JERK SAE ME N RQ UNREASONABLE RITE

ALL BCOS OF WHO?!

OF THE 2 MONTHS FRIEND OR BLOODY FKING MEI

N SAE US WAD?!

UNREASONABLE SIA

IF NXT TIME GT ANY PRIZE ABOUT THE BEST JERK N BITCH

CONFIRM THEY TWO GET DE LOR

WHEN THEY DIE OR WAD

I WILL OPEN OR MUST OPEN CHAMPANGE CELEBRATE

BCOS Y BCOS LYK THE JERK SAE WE ARE UNREASONABLE

HE DUN EVEN GET THE FACTS RITE STILL SAE WAD BULLSHIT

EVEN IF WE TELL HIM THE REASON

WILL THERE BE ANY CHANGES NO!

BCOS GUYS DUN LOOK FROM THE GIRLS POINT OF VIEW

OR ELSE GO AHEAD I DARE U GO N ASK IF THE OTHER

GIRLS AGREE WIF ME N WILL THEY HATE U IF THEY WERE ME N RQ!

GO AHEAD N ASK THEN DECIDE ARE WE REALLY UNREASONABLE!

QUIZ

2009-03-18T23:20:00.001-07:00

You Are A Thoughtful Idealist

You have no problem diving into new experiences. You're so brave that you don't even notice how courageous you are.

You like to think that people are impressed by you. You know that you have a lot to offer.

You are a very romantic person. You can't help but see the world as it should be.

Right now, you feel very trapped in your life. You often feel like there is no way out of your rut.

Overall, your life is dramatic and unpredictable. You life in interesting times.

You are extremely optimistic about the future. You feel like things are always getting better.

You Are Cute-Sexy!

You are definitely attractive, and you have an interesting mix of sexiness and cuteness.

You are both hot and quirky. Gorgeous and silly. Charming and natural.

You are not so in-your-face sexy that you're unapproachable. You tone things down a bit.

More than anything else, you are real and genuine. And that makes you truly captivating.

Your Soul is Welcoming

You are a warm hearted and open minded person. It's easy for you to forgive and forget.

You are not a very grounded person. You prefer dreams to reality. For you, it's all about possibilities.

You see yourself with pretty objective eyes. How you view yourself is almost exactly how other people view you.

Your near future is calm, relaxing, and pretty much what you want. And it's something you've been anticipating for a while now.

For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust.

The Key to Your Life is Levity

Anything good in your life comes from your ability to play and be free.

The best way for you to solve a problem is to let go of it.

Anything bad in your life comes from fooling yourself or clinging to illusions.

Be strong enough to see the world clearly. Learn from your mistakes.

Your Blogging Type is Unique and Avant-Garde

You're a bit ... unusual. And so is your blog.

You're impulsive, and you'll often post the first thing that pops in your head.

Completely uncensored, you blog tends to shock... even though that's not your intent.

You tend to change your blog often, experimenting with new designs and content.

Your Bathroom Habits Say You're Selfless

You are a giving soul. Way too giving, in fact. You often get stuck doing the dirty work that no one else will do.

You spend a lot on clothes, and you tend to be a very stylish dresser. However, it's hard for you to throw away trendy clothes when they go out of style.

You have the perfect blend of confidence and class. You're proud of who you are - but you don't broadcast it.

In relationships, you are practical and realistic. You have a romantic side, but you only let it out when it's appropriate.

You Are a Auditory Learner

You tend to remember what you hear, and you have a knack for speaking well.

You excel at debating, foreign languages, and music.

You would be an excellent diplomat - or rock star!

Your Power Bird is an Eagle

You are spiritual and able to soar to great heights.

You are a true inspiration, and many people look to you for guidance.

And you are quite demanding in relationships... but you're worth it.

People know that you will become even greater than you imagine.

You Are a Mermaid

You are a total daydreamer, and people tend to think you're flakier than you actually are.

While your head is often in the clouds, you'll always come back to earth to help someone in need.

Beyond being a caring person, you are also very intelligent and rational.

You understand the connections of the universe better than almost anyone else.

You Are an Alpha Female

Powerful, confident, and successful - you are definitely a dominant force.

You control social and dating situations. It's clear that you're always in charge.

Your Dosha is Pitta

You have a quick mind, a gift for persuasion, and a sharp sense of humor.

You have both the drive and people skills to be a very successful leader.

Argumentative and a bit stubborn, you have been known to be a little too set in your ways.

But while you may be biased toward your own point of view, you are always honest, fair, and ethical.

With friends: You are outgoing and open to anyone who might want to talk to you

In love: You are picky but passionate

To achieve more balance: Be less judgmental of those around you, and take cool walks in the moonlight.

nth to write

2009-03-18T03:15:00.000-07:00

Today nth much wake up late

then after breakfast go bai bai(pray)

then when take bus got a little girl very cute

when i alighting then she wave to me n sae bye bye

LOL then when the bus move she see me from inside then wave again

then i tell my mum n gor they am chio wth!!

then go find my godmother cos mum wan give her dvd

after tat home sweet home

MOODY

2009-03-16T21:54:00.000-07:00

Today nth much to talk about simply just so moody

i don't know what the hell is happening...

so nth to post today don't ask me anything about my mood

i won't speak a word....

lost everything nth left,

just to be left in darkness...

taking every stab u make in my heart and let it bleed...

just hoping one day...

jus one day that everything go back to square one..

waiting for that day...

willing to take any sacrifices...

PICTURES

2009-03-16T07:48:00.000-07:00

PICTURES ON FRIENDS

FRIENDS

2009-03-16T07:11:00.000-07:00

Today nth much to sae

suddenly these phrases come to my mind it was said by people

but i forgotten who but jus wan to share my thots

"friends can be there forever but not your bf/gf"

"friends will stay with you forever no matter you changed or not

because sometimes people are force to change"

"best friends loves you for who you are"

"friends are lyk balloons once you let go you'll nvr get them back"

after seeing all this words some words jus come to my mind

my own thinking...

"friends can be there forever but not your bf/gf"

is true tat friends can stay wif you thru thick n thin provided they are true friends

but the stronger the bond they easier the bond loosen due to musunderstanding

trying to figure out the misunderstanding takes up courage from 1/2 party tgt...

"friends will stay with you forever no matter you changed or not
because sometimes people are force to change"

true friends stand by you n support you in wadever decision you make

they give in to you but spoiling you too

bcos if jus one mistake the goodness of your friend may bcum the source to break

the relationship so try to think and find out wad you n your friends did tgt

get to the roots and everythings clear bcos one may nvr know another one's heart

so we may not noe wad is ur friends actually suffering from

only after you have actually think from their shoes at their circumstances

is tat the only way to solve ... and oso at the same time will it harm the friendship

when they make the hurtful decision

and iss your friend taking up the sacrifices for you think hard...

or is it people around them make them change think from ur friends view

"best friends loves you for who you are"

it doesnt matter wad flaws you have

bcos true friends look into your heart n

choose you for who you are

and nt how u look or wad u aren't in the beginning

bcos some things cn be changed using our hands

but character n habits doesnt changed when u wan them too

so your friends choose you for your innocent heart nt for who u aren't

"friends are lyk balloons, once you let go,

you'll nvr get them back"

is true so jus cherish who you have now before u lost them

bcos u may nvr noe if anyone cn help u in ur worst nitemare except the person

so grab the person back cherish n nvr let go...

blog

2009-03-14T18:23:00.000-07:00

Yesterday nth much to do haha
when to look for some quizes here my ans!!

You Are Truth

You are communicative, talkative, and honest to a fault.

You love telling others about yourself, but not as much as you like hearing about them.

You connect easily with strangers. You're very open, and you can find common ground with people.

You love to gossip and tell secrets. Telling all is how you get close to people.

Your Power Level is: 83%

You have all the tools you need to be a success - both professionally and personally.

You'll probably go beyond reaching your goals. You'll change the world (at least a little).

Your Brain is Creative

You have a dreamy mind, full of fancy and fantasy.

You have the ability to stay forever entertained with your thoughts.

People may say you're hard to read, but that's because you're so internally focused.

But when you do share what you're thinking, people are impressed with your imagination.

You Are 90% Grown Up, 10% Kid

Your emotional maturity is fully developed, and you have an excellent grasp on your emotions.

You're honest, direct, and compassionate. You don't let a bad mood get the best of you.

People know that they can turn to you in times of trouble. You are stable and smart.

In fact, you are so emotionally mature - you should consider being a therapist!

Your Hair Should Be Pink

Hyper, insane, and a boatload of fun.

You're a traveling party that everyone loves to follow.

reflect and change

2009-03-13T04:28:00.000-07:00

Today after school go AVA listen the ms ng principle tok

then after tat walk xin lei home then yi lin n shaq kenna bully haha

only me save i only walk n eat haha stupid rite

then reach our bus stop there keep wave to xin lei me haha

then when went up bus xinlei msg yilin sae me retard XD

thx xin lei i take tat as a compliment LOL

reach home haiz sianz all alone by myself mum go out

then dinner oso settle myself sianz

btw i dk why when i see smt i get real fed up

cos they jus simply so fking wif the attitude

lyk is we ppl owe them thing we ought to do the apologise part

we are human they are human but why ppl act lyk a jerk or bitch

cant they at least find a living n dun intrude ppl or are they psycho?

totally dun understand always it seems tat they get enough

then when is the time we get enough we are not bottomless pit

we have limit even if we have shorter limit they dun even noe

jus pushing ppl to the end leaving them no way but to do the sacrificing part

dun we have dignity or only they have it or they arent human?

pls some ppl get tis thru ur skull sew it keep it n reflect

no matter how many mistake they make we forgive bcos...

we dun wan to make an enemy

they only way they can noe tat is only when they die or bcum enemy?

by tat time is too late bcos wad lost cant take back there is alwasy a gap

so put urself in other ppl shoes or one day if u die

when u bcum a spirit then u will noe wad we dun for them so grab the chance

dun lost it before everything is too late....

today...

2009-03-11T04:13:00.000-07:00

Today go school nth to do decided to read twilight

saying about twilight yst i read halfway fallen asleep

and when i woke up i forgotten which page or which chapter is stop

so got to reverse back to chapter 3 and read from there again ARGH!

after assembly blah blah go class damn sianz liao work work n work

after school gt peer tutoring until 1.50 pm then zhao liao

go eat lunch then proceed to comp lab for cca

during cca tat time watch Ip Man it was a nice show

saying about a guy who learn wing chun

which ppl think tat it is a martial arts for lady

in the end tat was the skills tat Ip man uses to defeat the japanese

cool rite when watching the show damn funny me

when Ip man hit the japanese i praise him when he get hit i curse him LOL

after the show went chong pang buy things

mummy bully me keep shoot me sia T_T wan cry lor

always lyk tat T_T take her er zi as the training for shooting ppl lyk tat

T_T sobs sobs wan cry liao lah

then went home relax abit liao haha

tired day

2009-03-06T04:33:00.001-08:00

Today going to make my post short

during ss class smt happen so dun go in detail

then recess smt funny happen between xin lei n shaq

after recess xinlei lend me the twilight book

Thanks You Very Much ^^

after tat they changed place nw zy sit bside me

then we use the remote thingy do qns at one qns i anyhow give herman the ans

IN THE END CORRECT SIA AIYO!!

then after school go chong pang

come back hme then after awhile go library return books

reach hme so tired fall asleep while reading twilight

and now so tired!!

lolx

2009-03-05T03:02:00.001-08:00

WAH WAH WAH TODAY SHLD BE LONG POST

i today mood was lyk in the morning damn moody

supeer super duper mood swing sia scary

pe damn no mood then i shouted at rq very very sry!!

sry everyone who i make them worry SRY!!

phy lesson get back test paper get 21/25 ^^

then after school go eat then go suntec

sit with zheng yao tok tok n eat sweet

after tat reach there liao laughing lyk hell

at first nth de then dun noe why keep laughing liao

until stomach pain siao lor haha

after the trip go suntec walk walk eat eat

then go home lor the mrt damn pack sia

but we still cn laugh lyk hell

later benjamin alight then soon is our turn

shaq n rq go northpoint walk walk

then left zheng yao n me go home the go interchange my bus queue damn long

soon abt 10 mins reach home liao tired lor

calculation of ppl:

at first- benjamin,zhengyao,me,ruqing,shaq,doreen,jieying,thanaporn,zhixian,xinlei,yilin

then-benjamin,zhengyao,me,ruqing,shaq,doreen,jieying,thanaporn,zhixian

next-benjamin,zhengyao,me,ruqing,shaq,doreen,jieying

and-benjamin,zhengyao,me,ruqing,shaq

after mrt-zhengyao,me,ruqing,shaq

go to and end-zhengyao,me

finally- no one !!! LAME!!!

update

2009-03-03T01:59:00.001-08:00

Wah today go school lyk damn stress

maybe is bcos of the chem test bah nvr study tats y

so after the test back to normal le

go for social studies lesson

quite happy n sad/angry

bcos get back result 17/19

though is quite gd but actually cn full marks de but...

the source go write wrong shld be source B go write C

but the evidence correct sia so damn angry lor

have amaths cher teach listen n go in to my brain hope so haha

then recess go toilet be mummy listening ears

POA sianz sianz cher teach the double entry dun really understand

trying hard to improve n understand wad cher is teaching

english get back result i past but overall fail by 2 marks hope cher helped me

mother tongue one period damn funny

never listen to wang lao shi teach cos jk funny lor

he go cut the obama face out then put on the reader digest those pictures

replacing with obama face CRAPS keep laughing then one period gone i go le

cos going ngee ann polytechnic for somethings

after tat come home liao lor

jus hope tat tmr my tutoring programme gt some miracle

some ppl noe wad i meant for tat cos of my tutees!! haiz wad to do...

today

2009-02-26T23:33:00.000-08:00

Today morning go school damn sianz

when i reach school at first wanted to study ss but in the end nvr

cos chatting lolx but in the end still gt chiong last minute

after assembly go up class n cher give us our chinese result n i sux

then when for ss lesson gt test

and the test turn out to be extremely easy

hope tat i cn get distinction lolx pray hard bah

go back class cher let us see smt then go for recess

accompany shaq when she do duty cos she sae she lonely

then we keep wan tickle each other haha then saw hwee ling scary

after tat gt english go library my mood change tat time

go back class for maths take back maths result was quite happy n disappointed

u noe why disapointed one qns my working write negative final ans nvr write minus 1 mark

second one is negative then i put positive sucker lor

if nt i get full marks liao sia sucker

then when go home liao my mood damn sux go home bcos of my mood

then quarrel wif my mum chee bye lor

after tat have my lunch no matter how much i ate i still feel hungry

bcos of tis freaking thing

dun ever ask me wad happen dun care abt me i dun nid ppl to pity me

dun ever care wad ever i sae next time even u ask i will jus sae nth

i wont care much too cos tis is wad i get

being stupid again n again helping ppl n i m the one getting punish

no longer will trust ppl tat hurt me once n tat it

lastly n those ppl who noe wad happen dun u ever speak a word

if i noe those ppl will get it n if ppl nvr see is nt my prob

yesterday and today

2009-02-26T01:33:00.000-08:00

Yesterday:

wah sianz sianz forgotten wad happen yst liao hehe

i jus rmb cca then do work arh then ply go home

bathe eat dinner then start to chiong hw liao le

cos tmr gt a maths test so i nt sure in loagrithms so do the work cher give

then after tat do n do rest awhile use comp 1 hr later go back to do work

after tat when i was abt to slp le rq call me tell me how i teaching

guess wad i hit "jackpot"! And i was damn "happy"

i am tutoring saywan n yuabin so cool my life will be shorten by 10 years time

anyway ok liao then msg msg then slp le ZZZ

Today:

Go school check wif doreen if my maths gt do correctly not

then after tat i flip thru the maths exercise book after tat bell ring assemble

BLAH BLAH BLAH skip skip skip

go pe dk why after i run second round then my shoulder hurt lyk siao

cant run properly cos if u run u nid ur hand wad

then due to the pain i cant run properly it takes away my stamina n make me tired

when i reach school after the round then i went to toilet

when i go toilet tat time after tat i go back assemble

wah i lyk hold on to my shoudler then my whole right arm lyk numb

no blood flowing thru lyk tat wth pain!

so tats y i nvr ply floorball after the game we went up class

thank you mummy want to help er zi take things !!

later go class cher explain things in amaths quite confusing so go ask cher

SKIPPING TIME HOP HOP

after recess have maths again go thru go thru

physic lesson stupid royston go ply bottle cap n wet tissue wth lor

then ppl eating me sit behind to siam all those shot n laugh at ppl

chinese lesson have test

i think quite ok bah is only the compre quite tricky bah the rest ok

i stay in class nvr go eat lunch cos revise amaths

have the test ok bah to me normal lor but still scared haha

after tat go canteen buy junk food then later go home liao took bus

half way see my second bus go liao so take all the way to northpoint

half way in bus also see melvin n kai yee

take bus now tis is where i am HOME!!

LAME !!! LOL!! ok bah tmr still gt social studies test

wth lor source based qns teacher go thru we there plying lol!!

[Edit]

haiz today at abt 7.30 pm dun noe why suddenly fell lyk going into 2/6 blog

then haiz so sad seeing all the post n the pic

kinda nt use to boys in short pants now last time wondering abt them in long pants

now feeling weird in short pants

time fly pass us so fast without even letting us noe

n everything changes as fast as we noe

cherish teh moment u spend with ur loves one dun loss it

believing in them build a stronger bond n an everlasting love

hold on tight to them ... to be sad only when u loss them...

tiring

2009-02-24T04:07:00.000-08:00

wah today go school

morning damn tired then keep yawning

reached school le go do some hw double check

later morning class go chat chat wif doreen haha

go class blah blah blah

then poa lesson damn fed up

i laugh gt prob teacher catch me then the rest nvm wtf

then english do grp walk rimsha the shut up person haha damn funny

and saywan my partner becum onion LOL haha

then after all this gt phy then blah blah after school stay for poa

tok shit sia dun understand a single thing blah blah blah

hoping that the class faster end n yes its gone!!

go causeway take back my phone zheng yao accompany me xie xie

finally take back le but no batt lol then after tat took bus home liao

WEE HOME AT LAST LEGS N SHOULDER DYING ARH!!

no hp arh

2009-02-20T22:29:00.000-08:00

Wah really cannot tahan teh days without my hp sia

wan to die le wads more 1 week sia !!! haiz haiz

today damn sianz wake up le but no hp !!! then continue go slp

after awhile wake up nth to do

so help to sweep floor wipe the floor or else kenna nagged

mum n ahma come back from market then i eat le use comp

use comp nth to do oso haiz so wanted to go audi but angry liao

go in audi wanted to ply but guess wad my fking internet lah cb sia

keep poping out things fucker lor so i get frustrated so nvr ply le

go watch show aiyo then sad

cos the korea drama the guy actually still loves the girl de but

bcos of his dad jus die and he got i company to look after

and kenna treathened by his mum so he gt no choice gt to be heartless to the girl

then i watch cry n stop then wads more the music make me cry even more sia!!!

after watch show nth to do eat chocolate keke on msn awhile nobody to tok to

BORED BORED BORED!!!

if next week hp ok liao me wan go out lor sucker~~!!!!no hp !!!!!

now i wished tat the maths test i could get high marks cos it seems quite easy to me

haiz haiz go out wanted to buy things but in the end sianz sianz so nvr buy lor

so now i on comp jus to listen song n relax only nth to do sia lazy do hw oso

so slack lor ok bah end of post suffering without hp!!

today!!

2009-02-20T03:11:00.000-08:00

Wah today go mass run then wth lor tired arh!!!

after mass run quick go home

eat breakfast then go bathe then go out meet meiting

after tat at first sae wan go woodland go repair phone then changed my mind so...

went to doreen house use comp awhile then we go off le

reach northpoint only me, meiting n doreen

shaq n ruqing haven come yet

when shaq arrived then we go to the japanese foodcourt there(dun noe wad is it)

wait for ruqing to come

she come le , eat then go bugis....

(blah blah blah dun want to drag to say about the content or i will die!!)

ANYWAY TODAY MY HANDPHONE WENT FOR REPAIRING DUE TO SOMETHING

SO DUN MSG ME OR CALL AS I SIMPLY CANT REPLY YOU GUYS BACK !!

VERY VERY SORRY BUT I WILL ONLY GET MY PHONE BACK AFTER 1 WEEK!!

sianz sianz

2009-02-19T01:29:00.000-08:00

Today went to school

mood already suck lyk hell le and wads more tired

go back class damn moody bcos of smt

then jumping straight to after school

gt test after test felt somuch relief le

cos too stress bah and sorry to those ppl who are worried

and ru qing i nvr angry wif u wad for angry with u leh

sry for the misunderstanding maybe bcos of my mood ps

anyway next time dun nid scared i angry abt u i nvr sae anything nt cos angry so relax wor

ok bah end of the post le today sianz sianz

kns day

2009-02-13T02:21:00.000-08:00

Today go school give out gift be santa claus

firstly special thank to some ppl:

THANK YOU XIN LEI FOR YOUR WONDERFUL GIFT!<33

THANK YOU MEITING N DOREEN FOR UR GOODIES!<33>

THANK YOU MRS LEE FOR UR KINDNESS!<33

THANK YOU JIE YING FOR UR CHOCOLATE!<33

THANK YOU RUQING FOR YOUR CHOCOLATE!<33

THANK YOU ZHENGYAO FOR UR CHOCOLATE TOO!<33

that time my mood was super happy

but suddenly when we have the fire drills thingy i was already not happy le

then some fking ppl still down there make me

TO TZE HAN AND MIAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

then go back class more chee bye person

JORDAN: CAN YOU DUN COME TO OUR CLASS FOR NO REASON

THEN YOU START TO BARK SAYING PPL DOG

DO U HAVE SOME SENSE TAT ONLY THE WEAKEST DOG WILL CALL PPL DOG

BECAUSE THEY ARE JUST SIMPLY REFLECTING ABOUT THEIRSELF!!

go ahead and tell him hor jun kang if u see this post n call him fuck off far far

HELLISH LIFE

2009-01-29T22:29:00.000-08:00

TOTALLY SICK AND TIRED OF SO MANY THINGS

FAMILY PROBLEM WHO THE SHIT NOE THAT

AND YET EVERYDAY COME TOWARDS ME AND START SHITTING RUBBISH TO ME

THEN SEE ME SO HAPPY I AM NOT WHO CARES NO ONE

THEN SCHOOL COME OUT WITH FKING LOT OF SHIT

WTF AM I BORN TO TIS SUCKING WORLD FOR

WITH SO MUCH THINGS CAN YOU PPL LEAVE ME ALONE PLS

IF I CAN DIE NOW I WOULD WAN TO....

CHEE BYE KIAS

2009-01-23T03:23:00.000-08:00

SUCKER LAH TODAY

FUCKER DURING THE CONCERT SO MANY PPL DAMN CHEE BYE

FIRSTLY WHY ROYSTON N TZE HAN DOWN THERE KAO BEI

THEN JUN MING ADDING FUEL TO FIRE

THEN STILL GT OTHER PPL KEEP DISTURBING ME N THANAPORN

FUCKER SIA THEN NEXT GT THE CONCERT THEN SINGING I NVR SAE ANYTHING GIVE SO MUCH COMMENTS FOR WAD YOU VERY PRO ARH GO SING LAH TZE HAN N ROYSTON

THEN TEACHER SING THROW SWEETS PPL TAKE IT THEN ANYHOW THROW THEN WHY IS THE TARGET ME CHEE BYE ARH

NVR DISTURB U GUYS ALREADY FREAKING ANGRY STILL DO I OWE YOU PPL THINGS IS IT THEN GO TAKE THE PRIZE SHLD BE CALL SYLVIA OR ZI HAO TO TAKE THEN ZIHAO GIVE THE ORANGE THEN SYLVIA LEH DUN WAN TAKE WHY CALL ME GO THEN YUAN BIN LEH U BIG ARH TEACHER CALL ME TAKE THEN CALL ME TAKE LAH GIVE ME THE LAN JIAO BIN U WHERE BIG COCK ARH KNN THEN TAKE LE THE HERMAN DOWN THERE KAO BEI WAD U NOT HAPPY I TAKE LYK I WAN TO TAKE IS IT HUH?!

U NOT HAPPY I TAKE U GO TAKE LAH OR TELL TEACHER

GIVE ME UR FREAKING ATTITUDE FOR I DUN DESERVE MAN ALWAYS SAE PPL FKING GAY LAH KNN

ENOUGH FOR TODAY ALREADY LOR WHY PPL DUN HAVE THEIR LIMITS ARH

PLY N PLY LYK NOBODY BUSINESS THANAPORN ACT SO WAD

U CARE FOR WAD IS U GUYS MAKE ME FREAKING ANGRY STILL DARE SAE WAD SHIT!!!!! SHUT YOUR FREAKING BLOODY MOUTH UP CN ANOT IS NT LYK PPL LYK TO HEAR WAD COMES OUT FROM YOUR STINKING MOUTH WITH STINKING ACTION N SUCK TO THE CORE ATTITUDE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FUCK OFF

2009-01-16T02:10:00.000-08:00

WHAT THE FUCK LAH

ALWAYS ME ME ME WHAT IS THE PROBLEM WITH SOME PEOPLE

CANT YOU PEOPLE JUST LEAVE ME ALONE

CAN I JUST STOP BEING SAID OR WHAT

CAN YOU PEOPLE SHOW SOME RESPECT OR REALISE YOUR MISTAKE

THIS IS FOR ALL MALES AND FEMALES

REGARDLESS YOU ARE MY FRIENDS OR WHAT SIMPLY RESPECT

OR FUCK OFF NIA OK 2 CHOICES FOR YOU CHOOSE ONE

FROM TODAY ONWARDS I WILL THROW MY TEMPER ANY TIME I LIKE

SEEMS PEOPLE DUN GIVE A SHIT TO ME

GIVING YOU GUYS BULLY ME DOESNT MEANS THAT YOU CAN KEEP DOING IT

ONE DAY JUST ONE DAY I WONT GIVE A SHIT TO ANYONE I MAY JUST GET ANGRY

EVERY SINGLE TIME I DONT EVEN CARE I HAVE ANY FRIENDS THEN

BECAUSE SOME FRIENDS SIMPLY ONLY THINK ABOUT THEIRSELVES

EVERYTIME THEY DID SOMETHING WRONG WHY IS IT ALWAYS EITHER I OR OTHER

PEOPLE GOT TO BEAR YOUR FKING ATTITUDE

WHY IS IT NOT YOU WHO APOLOGISE ONE DAY I FLARE UP

I WONT GIVE A SHIT DONT ASK ME ANYTHING JUST SIMPLY BE PREPARED

ONE DAY I MAY NOT HAVE FRIENDS I DONT GIVE A SHIT TO IT

BECAUSE ALL THEY SEE JUST MY SHALLOW PART MY SHALLOW FEELINGS

THEY SIMPLY DONT EVEN UNDERSTAND ME THEN WHY ACT LIKE YOU KNOW

NO ONE ACTUALLY KNOW ME OK JUST FUCK OFF UR FREAKING ATTITUDE

ENOUGH IS ENOUGH BLOODY BITCH AND BASTARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DONT TAKE YOUR FRIENDS FOR GRANTED OR ACT LIKE YOU ARE SO BIG

IF YOU DO KILL UR ATTITUDE OR FUCK OFF FROM MY LIFE IF YOU ARE MY FRIEND

OR ELSE YOU WILL SUFFER FROM TODAY I WONT GIVE A SHIT TO THOSE WHO ALWAYS DI SIAO ME SO CONTINUE IF YOU WAN DONT REGRET THAT IT

I DONT GIVE A DAMN IF I HAVE NO FRIENDS BECAUSE I AM DOING THAT

TIS JUST SIMPLY SHOW YOU DONT UNDERSTAND ME!!!!!!!!!!!!

today!!!

2009-01-13T00:12:00.000-08:00

Wah today school aiyo dunnoe why wan to slp

SNORE SNORE.....

then go recess haiz eat somethings shouldnt have eat anything lor

eat le stomach damn pain!!! T_T

cant walk breakfast and recess nvr eat nth eat one of them

STOMACH sure pain!!! sobs sobs arh!!!

then after school go eat KFC with ru qing and shaq

then saw stella and her frens

eat and chat after eating cos ruqing stomach pain

so stay there CHAT!!! or should sae gossip haha

cool rite thank you i noe haha tat wad girls do

after tat go walk walk then go home le lor and here i am !!!

hiie hiie

2009-01-02T19:33:00.000-08:00

woah woah yst first day of school
SOB SOB i forgot to bring my report book keke
then recess time see soon weng, li xuan nvr saw me sob sob
cos maybe hair change dunnoe me le SOB SOB
then went to toilet saw jiwon call out to her then she noe is me
SOB SOB SOB all dunnoe me le lor
all go back then quickly pack my bag le scared forgot bring thing so kan chiong
anyway nth to post more le anything u wan to check pls go to the class blog
http://3e7-2009.blogspot.com/ go in wor go post wad to bring le

shopping spree

2008-12-22T21:50:00.000-08:00

wah wah haha here to post smt haha

i am here to talk abt my shopping spree haha

cos.... i dunnoe wad to update

currently i am still doing doreen quizzes wah so many

on the 16/12 i go AMK HUB with my mum n my godmother

buy lots of lots of things let me think haha

ya ok i bought:

a black long long socks somehow lyk leggings $10

a purple dress $32

a shoes $28

and 2 necklace $10

*(currently all the sum is being round off)

then after shopping my mum sae tat is enough for my CNY le

but this is nt jus i have cos at home still have

buy alot le haha but my mum...

she see le nice then buy for me lor haha

but u see she sae wont buy le but...

on 21/12

after going my grandma hse pray

then we go shopping again haha

then rmb my mum sae enough le

but she see the design very nice buy a top for me $ 9

but gt discount then bcum $5.60 hoho lucky lucky

next we go a bigger shopping centre there

saw a dress blue colour de

then i go try my mum see nice then buy again for me haha

i tink $32 but discount the $26 lyk tat i nt so sure le haha

gd rite sae dun wan then still buy buy buy for ME!!! yeahoo

my hse still gt 3 skirts,4 tops,one dress, two pants excluding wad i bought haha

i noe i sot le but CNY not so many days but a lot rite cos my mum see nice then keep buying FOR ME AGAIN!!!

then some haven wash yet still gt 3 tops haven wash yet *excluding wad i bought haha

so majority tis year my colour is army green,yellow, pink,purple,blue,red,black,brown some is mixed de haha alot rite and wad more i haven complete buying yet hoho

I NOE I AM CRAZY BUT NICE WAD N WADS MORE I CLEARING MY WARDROBE^^

BLOG THINGY

2008-12-14T04:27:00.000-08:00

HIHI !!!

haha today after i came back home from my grandma hse so funny

my mum cos my grandma buy her clothes in the end i think too small for her

then is the size for me haha

then i take and try cos i love clothes

HAHAHAHAHA!!! SOT SOT*

then my mum sae buy wrong le haha

then i sae all give me bah haha

sot sot rite but...

anyway now my blog song will be based on a anime

"PRINCE OF TENNIS" OMG I LYK !!! haha

so i will changed the song after one week from monday start!!

if u guys wan to watch can go ....

http://anime6.org/m6/index.php?_action=item_view&id=540

then can watch le if cnt find can tell me cos gt some part very messy haha

but must have great patience towards anime or u will... FALL ASLEEP

is 178 ep with 24 OVA and 1 MOVIE haha so is nearly or shld be 200++ep

anyway hope u guys lyk it^^

quiz

2008-12-14T04:21:00.000-08:00

Here's the 10 weird things/habits/little knowns facts about myself:

01. crazy
02. like to slack
03. mood changes damn fast haha
04. helpful?
05. love anime
06. fancy shopping
07. hmm... like to listen music
08. like to buy things
09. like to decor my nails
10. sleep haha

My name:

A: you hate to be fat
B: you hate to be loved by no reason
C: you love fun
D: you lyk to sleep
E: you are not a nerd
F: you dun listen to ppl who are wrong
G: have ur own thinking
H: you love shopping lyk you aren't tired
I: you are comfortable to be with
J: you lyk to jumps around n have fun
K: you love to be fashionable
L: hate to be scolded for no reason or another
M: love to do things in ur own way
N: you hate betrayer,liers,and those ppl who forget ur kindness
O: you hate ppl who jus wan to be with u to use u
P: hate to be abandon
Q: best in wad ppl are nt gd in
R: addicted to computer
S: you are faithful to those ppl whom u love
T: lyk to be social
U: cnt hate ppl tat much
V: loves almost everyone who aren't irritating
W: you love to be around all ur frens
Y: you are quite popular among frens
Z: hate to be alone

always ready

+ K: you love to be fashionable
+ W: you love to be around all ur frens
+ A: you hate to be fat
+ H: you love shopping lyk you aren't tired
+ Y: you are quite popular among frens
+ A: you hate to be fat
+ N: you hate betrayer,liers,and those ppl who forget ur kindness
+ S: you are faithful to those ppl whom u love
+ I: you are comfortable to be with
+N: you hate betrayer,liers,and those ppl who forget ur kindness

People I tagged:
anyone who are free