♥ 我的心里话
Sunday, June 5, 2011
Finally it's my holiday...
but that doesnt mean i get to play like everyday or wadsoever...
This holiday is to prepare myself for the upcoming MST -.-
But recently i'm being occupied by tons of things
Happy/sad/angry/confused/hatred?
And all of these things are driving me crazy!
Yst i couldnt sleep as well... haiz...
All these things are just weakening my body condition...
Now i can't even eat till very full bcos i may feel like vomiting...
Then just getting blown by the fan itself i feel cold...
And I wonder can i really trust those words and actions
that is coming out from some ppl...
I just want to protect everyone whom i love but...
I dont want to see those ppl whom i'm protecting to be hurting me...
I'm in a state of no return... am i gonna stay in darkness forever?
Feeling hollow forever? I don't want to... T.T
I want to be able to fill something from inside of me...
我的心里话谁来听。。
6:15 AM
♥ 我的心里话
Wednesday, June 1, 2011
Haiz... havent been blogging for quite some time bcos i was just too busy!
Have to rush for bio report...
Then study for test...
Complete tutorials after tutorials...
Leading to lack of sleep T.T
Until today i thot that i can rest... but in the end i have to do a report...
Stupid report on melamine i cursed u!!!!
Then friday... makeup lesson for physic practical...
Today.. chemistry practical T.T
totaly like hell.. call us draw so many things...
Like want take away my life or shorten my life span...
Tomorrow still such a long day...
Holiday must study for MST totally killing me T.T
YANSIN PLS SURVIVE THRU THIS!
Labels: Tired week
我的心里话谁来听。。
6:32 AM
♥ 我的心里话
Saturday, May 28, 2011
Today (28/05/2011) is being marked as my worst day in my whole entire life
( but only some part and i'm just gonna touch on that.. the rest shall be kept in my memory)
After i came back home after a fun time with doreen mummy and yi lin sister..
I sat down and used my comp and started to browse the web randomly..
And i kinda regret it!
Bcos i happen to click on a web that when u step in, u see those thing!
PLUS! You heard the sound...
Just right at that time, my brother tell me he going out to buy dinner..
Then after he left the house i began so scared...
And slowly the wound from my past experience started to open up...
then... i broke into tears just like this...
at that time i was so scared tears just keep coming down from my eyes...
Doreen mummy i'm so sorry to cause u trouble
Sorry xinlei and yilin sister for causing u girls to worry about me at that time...
Doreen mummy kept msging me and giving me advice
Xinlei comfort me at twitter
Yi Lin sister leave me alone to calm down..
The lovable girls in my life...
Last but not least there's this person who too tried to cheer me up..
but i kinda don't have the mood or energy to really react properly to him at tat time..
until after i cried for about 2 hours?
Then my mood started to get better by talking to him..
and i'm kinda guilty x.x for making all these ppl to worry abt me...
Sorry u have such weak person in ur life T.T
But i learn from him that if a girl rarely cry it will be a good weapon :x
HAHAHAHA!!
But... while chionging for my bio report my stomach hurt like hell...
And lastly... My weight seems to go down by 2kg x.x~ faint!
Labels: Opened wound
我的心里话谁来听。。
10:55 AM
♥ 我的心里话
Friday, May 27, 2011
One day I'll reveal it to you...
What you want to do after that you'll decide it for yourself...
我的心里话谁来听。。
8:45 AM
